Oh Oh Oh I wanna go crazy!

i have no idea who sings/sang that song! my word of the day is insanity! the color is red, and for some reason klove had no verse!
ok guys i have a predicament..... warrior and i had a fight last night! we BOTH said things we shouldn't have and we BOTH are to blame! as usual, though, i am the one that is the bad guy here! ok i called her something i shouldn't have, it was the truth at the time and if she had taken the bait of the quote from white chicks then we would be all fine and dandy, but NO! she had to pop off and tell me that i would never get a guy ever and noone would ever attempt at liking me like the guys like her! well, NEWSFLASH: i don"t want that!  i would rather a guy like me for me not for being sleazy and takin unecessary photos.
but that is put behind me now! she wants to drop me after 4 years of being best friends then fine, i will focus on me! i will not apologize first this time! i always do, even when i do nothing wrong! this time i screwed up, but whatevs!



i am focusing on the positiv ein my life! like how i plan on having a chillaxin weekend! i am going to do mani-pedis, shop a little, and just relax all day! i wil be chillin like a vilian (got htat from warrior)! and listenin to my fave music and exercising and attending church! tyring to block out all the negative and just start over with a clean slate! this morning i woke up with my topknot still intact and it looked AWESOME!!!!!!!!! i loved it!
well that is pretty much it, except the pic!!

you know i do believe in you warrior, we have exchanged countless story, shared fave clothes, you told me like it is before and i did last night, we both have found the answers to solve our probs, i have relied on you too much and you have always been there when i need you to be, you really have inspired bravery in me; i was brave enough to do all the things with your help, you do encourage my dreams to be a singer, i have NEVER stopped caring!, we both have devised crazy schemes and things to do, and i will always stand beside even in our fights! (Just sayin Warior)!



enough said

I'm BAAAAAAAAAACK!!!!

hey guys! I have returned! hope you didn't miss me too much! I needed that break! well I don't have a song or color or verse or pic or word of the day but I do have lots to say!
ok this past weekend my mother, sis, bff/sis (Warrior), and I all went SHOPPING!!! in dallas!
 it was sooooo much fun! off the HOOK! I only ended buying 2 vests, but HEY I was there for the EXPERIENCE! it was fun we went to North Park and Town East!!! We ate lunch at The Cheesecake Factory! I recommend the Chicken Bellagio and the Four Cheese Pasta, oh and the strawberry lemonade if you ever go there! I waiter was kind of easy on the eyes to Warrior!!! (jk girl, jk)!    Then after awhile we had pizza for dinner at my aunt and uncle's house!! It was totes delish!
THEN we went to La Quinta! However, that particular hotel didn't have any rooms so we drove across town to another La Quinta and got two double beds in two rooms!!! Warrior and I stayed on the 3rd floor while my mom and sis stayed on the 2nd floor! We wnet swimming and then relaxed in the hot tub! It was fun!!! We stayed up all night just talkin and listening to Warrior text!!! (jk girl look at you ARF!!!!!)   =)  
anyways the next day we woke up and had breakfast then jetted out! we went to Target (where I bought the vests) and also to the Starbucks inside! Then we wnet and visited my dad in Irving! It was fun! I had a great time!!! we had lunch there and then hit the road back to De Kalb, stopped at Braums on the way there and then back again! Ok Warrior you will know this so I'll have to explain it to everyone else! A person mentioned above on the 3rd line of this post has a nickname! It's Atilla, as in Atilla the Hun! Yeah it's that bad! Well Atilla has always criticized me for everything! When we dropped of Warrior at her house I got back in the car and Atilla jumped down my throat immeadiately! it was horrible and before this whole weekend began we were on our way to pick up Warrior and she way already being mean to me!
Anyways... I just wanted to say how awesome of a weekend I had! THANKS SO MUCH TO WARRIOR FOR COMING WITH ME GURL!! I LOVE YOU LIKE A SISTER!!!!!!!



on a positive note: I have 12 days of actual school left until I am out!!!!
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Ciao

I guess I'm just tired...

Hey guys! or should I say hey to the only person that reads this? hey Warrior! So how is everyone?
Me? I am in a rut! I was so happy and full of life today, but my energy is gone! I just want to sleep all day, cry, eat junk food, and waste away! I know none of that is good for me, though, so I won't do any of that! I do want to just scream though! I am just fed up with everything and everybody!!!! (Warrior this excludes you)!  
I can't take it anymore I am about to burst like a freshly squeezed pimple! Yes, I promised to put only good and positive on here, but right now it's too hard to think about that!
On a note I am not getting on Facebook, or this until Monday so I will see ya'll on Monday! Have a great rest of the week and weekend! Bye!




Ciao for now!

All The Way Up

so hey guys! a quick post! this song is by Emily Osment! I like it it's like the definition of part of me!songs define me more than words will ever be able too!
 so today is a great day! I started it off happy and still am like that even tho I feel sick to my stomach all of the sudden!
today's word of the day POWER! the verse is Psalm 139:4-5, the pic is at the bottom and the color of the day is BLACK!!! I am going back to my dark phase again!
I don't have much to say today just a quick HEY!!! today is so awesome tho!! just a few more days until I go shopping in DALLAS!!!!
as always have a great day!

 

 

 

 

CIAO!!!

To Infinity and BEYOND!!!

feelin goofy right now!!!! so here is my continuation!!!! so yeah I haven't had time to blog much, but I am now so what's up guys? missed everyone!! (you know the one person that reads this)!
anyways: what I said before about changing up my life, well I am! I will be going shopping on Saturday with Warrior and my sis and mom for new clothes! I am reinventing my look! I'll post pics soon! I recently asked my mom for a new SELF magazine! and I got the May issue! It rocks so far! and for those who don't know SELF or who don' read it I highly recommend it, b/c it is off the HOOK!!!!
I think it's finally time to focus on me and stop brushing away my problems for once. I mean yes it is important to help others and I still totally will, but I want to find who I am. I am thinking of applying to other colleges. (Warrior don't freak I am still going to College with you I promise!) I really want to see what else is out there for me!
So thanks for reading and if you have any questions or comments please post those in the section BELOW!!!!!
And as always have a blessed day and CIAO FOR NOW!!!

Love Me Again

ok today's song is by BTR, the word is infinity, the verse is John 3:30, the color is red and as usual the pic will be posted at the bottom! so i now  have internet access at home, and i haven't had time to post, sorry!
today's is short and sweet i am changing up my life now, more on this later bell will ring soon!!!

the one in the middle is the one that i currently posses!! it is the cancer ruby stone i love it!
Ciao! Until next time!

Gold

hey so today's will be short um... the song is by Britt Nicole, th ecolor is sparkly black, the word is acting, and the verse is Isaiah 58:11a. it's amazing, as usual! not much has happened other than i am a little sick right now. =( oh well! i got this cool email for a film academy workshop. so that's cool and i wil have to leave th post at this because the bell will be ringing shortly BYE!!!!!

CIAO!!!!