5SOS

HEY GUYS HEY!!! How is everyone today?! I hope you are doing great, hope life is treating you well. Well I just got done with a workout in the gym here at college and I feel FANTASTIC! I forgot how much exercising can be, an dhow much fun flirting with a cute guy is too. Yes there is a guy I kinda got my eye on, but I am not divulging anything else because I don't want to jinx it yet.

So the reason for the title is because of the band 5SOS and some people know them as 5 Seconds Of Summer, but most pronounce it 5sauce. I know lol. They are a rock band and yes they do rock! They also have a few soulful songs and 1 or 2 pop songs. I know you have heard them. That song that goes: "She looks so perfect standing there in my American apparel underwear and I know now that I'm so down..." Yeah? Heard that on the radio? I'm not surprised, well that is just one of their songs. I LOVE them. There are four boys in the band and the order in which I think are cute or the hottest is Calum, Ashton, Luke, Michael. Yes I know that spells CALM. LOL. Now here are some links to their videos and songs, take a gander if you are feeling bored and need some awesome music to listen to.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCCJCILiX3o my all time fave
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0FfG_5JBVBQ&list=UUlesqLjeKJd-dG8xLfzJyCQ my current fave
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MKfzMOC19Fc&list=UUlesqLjeKJd-dG8xLfzJyCQ&index=12
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X2BYmmTI04I&list=UUlesqLjeKJd-dG8xLfzJyCQ&index=18
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1YP1wRnzrEg their album
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L327aZ2scMM here it is again


Okay guys thanks for reading means a lot and always remember you are an amazing human being. Peace Love and Puppies!



Until next time BYEEEEEEE!





~Ciao~

Feeling Depressed

Ok guys no worries I am not feeling depressed, though I have had a few moments of depression lately. Today I am talking about everyone out there that is feeling sad, lonely, worthless, and wanting to cut. That is all I see when I am on Facebook lately. I don't like it, but I understand it. I know how you feel, I've been there. You think that no one understand how you feel I do. I am living proof that you can get through anything and everything you are feeling. The first step is you have to confront your feelings, you have the right to feel anything you want to, so don't let anyone make you feel wrong for feeling the way that you do. The second step is to tell someone with authority. Whether you want to or not you have to tell someone who can get you help, otherwise you will continue to spiral down into this terrible place. Third you need to love yourself. I know that sounds conceited and silly, but give yourself some love in any way possible. Whether that be by treating yourself to eating your favorite food, or just going to the mirror and telling yourself that you are beautiful and worth life. However you decide to do you have keep doing it daily. I wish I had someone to go to for immediate guidance. I had very few people in my life who knew what was going on. My former bff, now best friend, my sister, and music. Now wait how could music know what was going on? Well I went to music to release the pain I was feeling. I listened, mainly, to Demi Lovato. She went through the same stuff and more that I went through and that you are going through. In the darkness of my depression she was a light. I promise you that you will find that light. If you want me to be that light or beacon of inspiration tell me below in the comments and we can talk. I will never judge and I will never tell anyone any secrets. So please if you are feeling like yo have no one let me be that one you can come to for anything. I love each and every one of you and I will always be here for you.

Okay everyone I wish you a great day! God Bless!


P.S. I have decided that it was time to join the church I have been attending for forever now.

Alright everyone that is it for now. Peace, love, and puppies!



~Ciao~