Hey guys quick quick quick update! I feel like I half way passed my Musc Appreciation Final and aced my psych final! I am so excited that I only have 2 exams left and a self critique paper to write and turn in the. I am done! I will continue to look for a job until school starts again and if I can't then I will go back to school.
Anyways that was just a short update, I will give you another post tomorrow and then you won't hear from me for awhile. Sorry loyals! I want to say THANK YOU all for reading my posts, I started this blog alongside my bestie's blog and she was the only one who read it for quite some time, now more people read it so thanks a billion. Oh and shout out to Warrior! Hope u like the lotion! If you want to check out another awesome blog go to www.sorry4partyrocking2012.blogspot.com you will not be disappointed! Ok lovelies! Until tomorrow! peace, Love, Puppies!
God bless!
~Ciao~
Monday, December 15, 2014
Final Exams
Good morning everyone! Hope his day is treating you well, it is a great day! It is finals week here at TC and I am surprisingly relaxed, I think it is because I know that I will ace my exams!
Ok maybe that's a stretch, I will pass them all!
So my weekend was highly uneventful, except I sold two of my books back and got enough to buy me some fruit.mInhave a mountain of bananas at home just ripening up, delicious honey crisp apples and let me tell you something, you have not lived until you have tried a honey crisp apple! they are sweet and juicy and a little sour. I LOVE THEM! I am enjoying a few right now! I also bought a lot of veggies and some pasta made of rice, corn, and quinoa.
Ok so my mom go A Madea Christmas on dad and it is HILARIOUS! I love it and have watched 3 times. Larry the Cable Guy and Madea in one room together will have you laughing for days!
So that is about it for now, I will update you on how I felt I did on the exams, but wish me luck! I will see you all soon! Peace, Love, and Puppies!
God Bless!
~Ciao~
Ok maybe that's a stretch, I will pass them all!
So my weekend was highly uneventful, except I sold two of my books back and got enough to buy me some fruit.mInhave a mountain of bananas at home just ripening up, delicious honey crisp apples and let me tell you something, you have not lived until you have tried a honey crisp apple! they are sweet and juicy and a little sour. I LOVE THEM! I am enjoying a few right now! I also bought a lot of veggies and some pasta made of rice, corn, and quinoa.
Ok so my mom go A Madea Christmas on dad and it is HILARIOUS! I love it and have watched 3 times. Larry the Cable Guy and Madea in one room together will have you laughing for days!
So that is about it for now, I will update you on how I felt I did on the exams, but wish me luck! I will see you all soon! Peace, Love, and Puppies!
God Bless!
~Ciao~
Tuesday, December 9, 2014
Binge Eating Disorder
Goooood morning loyals! How's everyone doing today?! I a, having the best day ever so far!
So let's get into the topic of today! The title I know seems alarming, but keep on reading and I'll explain.
Ok so I have come to the realization that I cannot be Raw Till 4 completely until I can get a job and support myself, so I will just be vegan from now on until I can support myself. It's ok, I will just feel a little crappy each day on the high fat, high protein, high salt, heavily oily vegain food for a while. It's all good.
Ok so I have researched about this and watchd a lot of documentaries and videos and I have realized that I do binge once in a while. Just yesterday I binged on a LOT of (vegan) junk food and I felt like utter shit! Excuse my language, but that is how I felt. I was close to vomiting it all up. Yeah, it was that bad. I get like this every once in a while, and it used to be very bad to th expound of vomiting. Whenever I get stressed or something horrible happens I go and I smash any junk food I can find. Before, I was a meat eater, I would eat a whole box of ice cream sandwiches, half a loaf of bread, and a block of cheese with some pickles; and that was and still is so disgusting and it makes me glad I found the raw food movement. I get like this still, but now I binge on french fries, plain potato chips, or anything that I can eat. I hate this, but for now I am just going to have to embrace and get over it gradually. So wish me luck loyals, fruitbats, and rootbats of the world! I love you all and if you are experiencing the same thing or something similar leave your story in the comments below and encourage each other. Ok I will see ya next blog! Peace, Love, and Puppies! Byeeeeeee!
God bless!
~Ciao~
So let's get into the topic of today! The title I know seems alarming, but keep on reading and I'll explain.
Ok so I have come to the realization that I cannot be Raw Till 4 completely until I can get a job and support myself, so I will just be vegan from now on until I can support myself. It's ok, I will just feel a little crappy each day on the high fat, high protein, high salt, heavily oily vegain food for a while. It's all good.
Ok so I have researched about this and watchd a lot of documentaries and videos and I have realized that I do binge once in a while. Just yesterday I binged on a LOT of (vegan) junk food and I felt like utter shit! Excuse my language, but that is how I felt. I was close to vomiting it all up. Yeah, it was that bad. I get like this every once in a while, and it used to be very bad to th expound of vomiting. Whenever I get stressed or something horrible happens I go and I smash any junk food I can find. Before, I was a meat eater, I would eat a whole box of ice cream sandwiches, half a loaf of bread, and a block of cheese with some pickles; and that was and still is so disgusting and it makes me glad I found the raw food movement. I get like this still, but now I binge on french fries, plain potato chips, or anything that I can eat. I hate this, but for now I am just going to have to embrace and get over it gradually. So wish me luck loyals, fruitbats, and rootbats of the world! I love you all and if you are experiencing the same thing or something similar leave your story in the comments below and encourage each other. Ok I will see ya next blog! Peace, Love, and Puppies! Byeeeeeee!
God bless!
~Ciao~
Monday, December 8, 2014
Almost 2000!!!!
Guys I have almost 2,000 page views on this blog! Can you believe that? OMG!!!! That is so amazing! You loyals actually read about my not so interesting life. Thanks a million guys! So I don't have too much to talk about today, but I had a very unproductive weekend. I had a lot planned; I wanted to catch up on studying, but I just didn't do much. I feel kind of crappy today though, like sick to my stomach. I think it is because I am not getting enough sleep. Oh well though!
So final exams are coming up and quite frankly I am not the least bit nervous. I know that I will pass them all, the only one that I might have to really work on is my speech exam, it is a complicated mess. I am pumped for them, but at the same time I want them to be over with.
After classes are over officially and I have sold my books back I am going to look for a job. This time I am going to be serious though, I ma not gonna play around with a dead end job. I have got to start making money to help my mom out and to actually fund my lifestyle choices. So cross your fingers and wish me luck.
Ok I have to go, but thanks again for reading about me and I will see you soon! Peace, Love, and Puppies!
God Bless!
~Ciao~
So final exams are coming up and quite frankly I am not the least bit nervous. I know that I will pass them all, the only one that I might have to really work on is my speech exam, it is a complicated mess. I am pumped for them, but at the same time I want them to be over with.
After classes are over officially and I have sold my books back I am going to look for a job. This time I am going to be serious though, I ma not gonna play around with a dead end job. I have got to start making money to help my mom out and to actually fund my lifestyle choices. So cross your fingers and wish me luck.
Ok I have to go, but thanks again for reading about me and I will see you soon! Peace, Love, and Puppies!
God Bless!
~Ciao~
Thursday, November 27, 2014
Angry Cry
Ever get so mad that you cry? Well I do all the time. Sorry to be writing to you so late, but I was over at my step mother's neice's place eating and no one on this side of the family knows time management. So we were leaving and we had to ride in the old car from the 60's I bbelieve, and it has heavy doors and I couldn't really get it open and my dad and older brother just keep calling me weak and saying I have no strength whatsoever and I nearly punched them. Then you got my little brother that has an additudinal problem that needs adjusting. I just want to scream and cry. I can do anything right in the eyes of my parents, and I don't give a fuck anymore! I am sick and tired of being treated like I am a worthless pile of shit, I will not stand for it anymore! I am also so sick of my dad calling the town where I live a Podunk town that I need to get out of. I like where I live and I want to stay there, it's my home, De Kalb is a place I love and fuck you if you don't like that!
Now I apologize for my cursing, but I honestly don't care anymore. I can't take it, I may always have a sarcastic comeback, but I do break easily.
Ok that's all I wanted to say so thank you for reading/listening/being my shoulder to cry on and vent to.
See you next time!
God bless!
Peace, Love, Puppies!
~Ciao~
Now I apologize for my cursing, but I honestly don't care anymore. I can't take it, I may always have a sarcastic comeback, but I do break easily.
Ok that's all I wanted to say so thank you for reading/listening/being my shoulder to cry on and vent to.
See you next time!
God bless!
Peace, Love, Puppies!
~Ciao~
Raw Vegan Terimusu
Omg it is soooooooooo yummy!
Recipe:
Half an apple, 1-2 RIPE bananas, cinnamon.
Blend those until a thick chunky pudding like consistency.
Cut thin layers of the rest of the apple and 1-2 other bananas
Place a couple Apple pieces on a plate, then some of the pudding on top and then a banana layer with pudding on top and repeat until desired height.
Dust a little cinnamon on top when finished.
It is as simple as that and it is simply delicious! So give and try and comment down below what you think of it, and comment if you would like more blogs like this! Thank you and Happy Thanksgiving! I am thankful for you guys! Peace, Love, and Puppies! God Bless!
~Ciao~
Recipe:
Half an apple, 1-2 RIPE bananas, cinnamon.
Blend those until a thick chunky pudding like consistency.
Cut thin layers of the rest of the apple and 1-2 other bananas
Place a couple Apple pieces on a plate, then some of the pudding on top and then a banana layer with pudding on top and repeat until desired height.
Dust a little cinnamon on top when finished.
It is as simple as that and it is simply delicious! So give and try and comment down below what you think of it, and comment if you would like more blogs like this! Thank you and Happy Thanksgiving! I am thankful for you guys! Peace, Love, and Puppies! God Bless!
~Ciao~
Wednesday, November 26, 2014
Change
hey guys coming to u late, really late, but ya'll know once I have something in my head to say I have to write it out or I can't sleep.
Ok so I haven't watched any Trent Shelton videos in a very LONG time, a couple years at most, but I just finished one about change Nd the media and racial inequality. I agree with Trent completely and I truly am going to be the change I wish to see in this world. That is the whole reason I am vegan! I want the world to have this gift and feeling amazing while eating as much as they want and look amazing AND be healthy for once in their life! I want to save animals from the horrible fate of being food you know? Being vegan keeps them off my plate so that's one step closer to a big goal of a mass amount of people being vegan. Do I expect the entire world to be vegan? No, I don't believe one day everyone will be, but I believe that everyone has the right to know what they support when they eat meat, drink milk, and consume other animal products; then it is their choice to go vegan or not. People give me this b.s. About humanely slaughtering their food, but that is a lie b/c their is no such thing as humanely killing a living being. I don't impose my views on anyone, and I have ever tried it was by accident because I have found that first time vegans just want the whole world to be vegan right away, but it's not the case and it's hard to not tell everyone how excited you are, trust me. It has taken almost 9 months to get me to where I am right now; and no I'm not talking about a baby just being vegan. When I first found this lifestyle it took me five months to actually accept it and put it into practice, but it was the best decision of my life and I'm never going back, NO MATTER how many uneducated remarks I get about protein. Anyways I wanted to give ya'lol a quick little post because it was on my mind. I will be posting again in the morning, I wish you a happy thanksgiving, free of turkey for me of course, and a safe holiday break. Goodnight to all! Peace, Love, and PUPPIES!!🐶
God Bless
~Ciao~
Ok so I haven't watched any Trent Shelton videos in a very LONG time, a couple years at most, but I just finished one about change Nd the media and racial inequality. I agree with Trent completely and I truly am going to be the change I wish to see in this world. That is the whole reason I am vegan! I want the world to have this gift and feeling amazing while eating as much as they want and look amazing AND be healthy for once in their life! I want to save animals from the horrible fate of being food you know? Being vegan keeps them off my plate so that's one step closer to a big goal of a mass amount of people being vegan. Do I expect the entire world to be vegan? No, I don't believe one day everyone will be, but I believe that everyone has the right to know what they support when they eat meat, drink milk, and consume other animal products; then it is their choice to go vegan or not. People give me this b.s. About humanely slaughtering their food, but that is a lie b/c their is no such thing as humanely killing a living being. I don't impose my views on anyone, and I have ever tried it was by accident because I have found that first time vegans just want the whole world to be vegan right away, but it's not the case and it's hard to not tell everyone how excited you are, trust me. It has taken almost 9 months to get me to where I am right now; and no I'm not talking about a baby just being vegan. When I first found this lifestyle it took me five months to actually accept it and put it into practice, but it was the best decision of my life and I'm never going back, NO MATTER how many uneducated remarks I get about protein. Anyways I wanted to give ya'lol a quick little post because it was on my mind. I will be posting again in the morning, I wish you a happy thanksgiving, free of turkey for me of course, and a safe holiday break. Goodnight to all! Peace, Love, and PUPPIES!!🐶
God Bless
~Ciao~
Wednesday, November 19, 2014
Yumalicious!
hey again! So as promised here is the recipe for the most delicious thing I have ever made.
Vegan Potato Gnocchi:
You will need 3-4 small potatoes or more if you are really hungry.
Flour (can be gluten free if you have an intolerance to gluten)
Herbs (if you like adding a little spice to your life)
Something to shred the potatoes (I used an old cheese grader that has never been used before)
A pot
Water
Pasta sauce
Cooking Instructions:
Bring a pot of water to the boil and stick your potatoes in, do not peal them or cut them in pieces.
When they have set for about 15 minutes take them out and wait about 2 minutes. Then peel the skin off and start shredding or as the professionals call it ricing your potatoes. Once you have got that all down sift your flour and herbs into the potatoes and roll it all into a dough, you will experience a lot of stickiness and gooeyness from the potatoes. Once you have it rolled up cut off a piece roll it into a long stick and cut off pieces of the desired length and thickness. The. Dust a little flour on a fork and roll each little "noodle" to make an identation on one side. Stick them in a pot of boiling water and when they rise to the top of the water they are ready. Pour your sauce all over it and enjoy. You will need extra sauce, because the gnocchi can be altitude dry without a lot of sauce. And this device I am currently typing on is not letting me share pictures, so head over to my Facebook and you will see it.
https://www.facebook.com/margaret.blythe.3 You will find it at this site. It is the most delicious thing I have ever tasted. I have made it 3 times already, it's just that good. It tastes like regular pasta and it's actually healthy for you. I plan on making more tonight. Hope you guys have a great rest of the day and I will be posting again soon. See ya!
Peace, Love, and Puppies!
~Ciao~
Vegan Potato Gnocchi:
You will need 3-4 small potatoes or more if you are really hungry.
Flour (can be gluten free if you have an intolerance to gluten)
Herbs (if you like adding a little spice to your life)
Something to shred the potatoes (I used an old cheese grader that has never been used before)
A pot
Water
Pasta sauce
Cooking Instructions:
Bring a pot of water to the boil and stick your potatoes in, do not peal them or cut them in pieces.
When they have set for about 15 minutes take them out and wait about 2 minutes. Then peel the skin off and start shredding or as the professionals call it ricing your potatoes. Once you have got that all down sift your flour and herbs into the potatoes and roll it all into a dough, you will experience a lot of stickiness and gooeyness from the potatoes. Once you have it rolled up cut off a piece roll it into a long stick and cut off pieces of the desired length and thickness. The. Dust a little flour on a fork and roll each little "noodle" to make an identation on one side. Stick them in a pot of boiling water and when they rise to the top of the water they are ready. Pour your sauce all over it and enjoy. You will need extra sauce, because the gnocchi can be altitude dry without a lot of sauce. And this device I am currently typing on is not letting me share pictures, so head over to my Facebook and you will see it.
https://www.facebook.com/margaret.blythe.3 You will find it at this site. It is the most delicious thing I have ever tasted. I have made it 3 times already, it's just that good. It tastes like regular pasta and it's actually healthy for you. I plan on making more tonight. Hope you guys have a great rest of the day and I will be posting again soon. See ya!
Peace, Love, and Puppies!
~Ciao~
Cruel Pranks
Good morning all of you lovelies out there! Hope life is treating you well, before I get into today's topic I want to give a shout out to Warrior, love the latest post girl, made me laugh.
Okay onto what I wanted to talk about. As all of you know I am vegan and being vegan I have compassion for ALL animals and fellow vegans. Now Jenna Marbles, YouTube extroadanaire, has recently come back to the vegan movement, though her boyfriend is a meat eater. Well he recently pranked her by putting cow's milk into her 5 hour energy drink. Yes those are vegan. She drank it and was disgusted, of course, but I don't know what else she did about that. Help me out here, if someone you love and respect does something to you that he or she knows you dislike why would you stay with that jerk? To me that is the highest level of disrespect, I mean to give your VEGAN gf cow's milk when you know she hates it and has high standards of not drinking it is so rude. If I was Jenna I would be dumping Julian right now. If you want to know more about this go to www.youtube.com and check out Freelee the Banana Girl's newest video. That is it for this post, but not to worry I have a new one coming for you very soon involving a delicious recipe and pictures! Alright I wish you all the best day and I will see you soon!
Peace, Love, and Puppies!
~Ciao~
Okay onto what I wanted to talk about. As all of you know I am vegan and being vegan I have compassion for ALL animals and fellow vegans. Now Jenna Marbles, YouTube extroadanaire, has recently come back to the vegan movement, though her boyfriend is a meat eater. Well he recently pranked her by putting cow's milk into her 5 hour energy drink. Yes those are vegan. She drank it and was disgusted, of course, but I don't know what else she did about that. Help me out here, if someone you love and respect does something to you that he or she knows you dislike why would you stay with that jerk? To me that is the highest level of disrespect, I mean to give your VEGAN gf cow's milk when you know she hates it and has high standards of not drinking it is so rude. If I was Jenna I would be dumping Julian right now. If you want to know more about this go to www.youtube.com and check out Freelee the Banana Girl's newest video. That is it for this post, but not to worry I have a new one coming for you very soon involving a delicious recipe and pictures! Alright I wish you all the best day and I will see you soon!
Peace, Love, and Puppies!
~Ciao~
Thursday, October 23, 2014
5SOS
HEY GUYS HEY!!! How is everyone today?! I hope you are doing great, hope life is treating you well. Well I just got done with a workout in the gym here at college and I feel FANTASTIC! I forgot how much exercising can be, an dhow much fun flirting with a cute guy is too. Yes there is a guy I kinda got my eye on, but I am not divulging anything else because I don't want to jinx it yet.
So the reason for the title is because of the band 5SOS and some people know them as 5 Seconds Of Summer, but most pronounce it 5sauce. I know lol. They are a rock band and yes they do rock! They also have a few soulful songs and 1 or 2 pop songs. I know you have heard them. That song that goes: "She looks so perfect standing there in my American apparel underwear and I know now that I'm so down..." Yeah? Heard that on the radio? I'm not surprised, well that is just one of their songs. I LOVE them. There are four boys in the band and the order in which I think are cute or the hottest is Calum, Ashton, Luke, Michael. Yes I know that spells CALM. LOL. Now here are some links to their videos and songs, take a gander if you are feeling bored and need some awesome music to listen to.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCCJCILiX3o my all time fave
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0FfG_5JBVBQ&list=UUlesqLjeKJd-dG8xLfzJyCQ my current fave
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MKfzMOC19Fc&list=UUlesqLjeKJd-dG8xLfzJyCQ&index=12
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X2BYmmTI04I&list=UUlesqLjeKJd-dG8xLfzJyCQ&index=18
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1YP1wRnzrEg their album
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L327aZ2scMM here it is again
Okay guys thanks for reading means a lot and always remember you are an amazing human being. Peace Love and Puppies!
Until next time BYEEEEEEE!
~Ciao~
So the reason for the title is because of the band 5SOS and some people know them as 5 Seconds Of Summer, but most pronounce it 5sauce. I know lol. They are a rock band and yes they do rock! They also have a few soulful songs and 1 or 2 pop songs. I know you have heard them. That song that goes: "She looks so perfect standing there in my American apparel underwear and I know now that I'm so down..." Yeah? Heard that on the radio? I'm not surprised, well that is just one of their songs. I LOVE them. There are four boys in the band and the order in which I think are cute or the hottest is Calum, Ashton, Luke, Michael. Yes I know that spells CALM. LOL. Now here are some links to their videos and songs, take a gander if you are feeling bored and need some awesome music to listen to.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCCJCILiX3o my all time fave
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0FfG_5JBVBQ&list=UUlesqLjeKJd-dG8xLfzJyCQ my current fave
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MKfzMOC19Fc&list=UUlesqLjeKJd-dG8xLfzJyCQ&index=12
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X2BYmmTI04I&list=UUlesqLjeKJd-dG8xLfzJyCQ&index=18
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1YP1wRnzrEg their album
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L327aZ2scMM here it is again
Okay guys thanks for reading means a lot and always remember you are an amazing human being. Peace Love and Puppies!
Until next time BYEEEEEEE!
~Ciao~
Wednesday, October 22, 2014
Feeling Depressed
Ok guys no worries I am not feeling depressed, though I have had a few moments of depression lately. Today I am talking about everyone out there that is feeling sad, lonely, worthless, and wanting to cut. That is all I see when I am on Facebook lately. I don't like it, but I understand it. I know how you feel, I've been there. You think that no one understand how you feel I do. I am living proof that you can get through anything and everything you are feeling. The first step is you have to confront your feelings, you have the right to feel anything you want to, so don't let anyone make you feel wrong for feeling the way that you do. The second step is to tell someone with authority. Whether you want to or not you have to tell someone who can get you help, otherwise you will continue to spiral down into this terrible place. Third you need to love yourself. I know that sounds conceited and silly, but give yourself some love in any way possible. Whether that be by treating yourself to eating your favorite food, or just going to the mirror and telling yourself that you are beautiful and worth life. However you decide to do you have keep doing it daily. I wish I had someone to go to for immediate guidance. I had very few people in my life who knew what was going on. My former bff, now best friend, my sister, and music. Now wait how could music know what was going on? Well I went to music to release the pain I was feeling. I listened, mainly, to Demi Lovato. She went through the same stuff and more that I went through and that you are going through. In the darkness of my depression she was a light. I promise you that you will find that light. If you want me to be that light or beacon of inspiration tell me below in the comments and we can talk. I will never judge and I will never tell anyone any secrets. So please if you are feeling like yo have no one let me be that one you can come to for anything. I love each and every one of you and I will always be here for you.
Okay everyone I wish you a great day! God Bless!
P.S. I have decided that it was time to join the church I have been attending for forever now.
Alright everyone that is it for now. Peace, love, and puppies!
~Ciao~
Okay everyone I wish you a great day! God Bless!
P.S. I have decided that it was time to join the church I have been attending for forever now.
Alright everyone that is it for now. Peace, love, and puppies!
~Ciao~
Wednesday, September 24, 2014
101!!!!!
Hey guys! How have you been? I have been AHMAZING! I know I spelled it wrong! I'm craycray. =P I am feeling very happy today! I have had a great tiem since our last chat and it's been relatively awesome. I know those words don't really go together, but I'm doin it!
Anyways the title today is the # of blogs I have written when I post this! Can you believe it?! I didn't even realize that until I looked at my dashboard! I feel accomplished.
So I am not really doing anything different in my life right now; I am actually kind of a bore recently. I haven't started trying to reach that goal I set for myself, but I am getting to it. I have been really busy with school. I have this speech tomorrow that I am super excited about. I have to give an informative speech about a topic and I chose "How To Go Raw Till 4"! Yay! Right? I am pumped!
Another great thing was that there was no music class today, which I was very pleased with. I didn't want to go anyway. It's boring and kind of pointless.
So that is pretty much it other than on Monday and today I chatted with Warrior for a while and that was the usual fun and awesomeness. Yeah I told you I am a bore recently. OH! I tried a new recipe last night. Wish I had taken some pics, dang!
It was the usual stir-fry I always have with just noodles, onions, tomatoes, and a little spicy pepper. However, last night I mixed in other veggies and it was DA BOMB! I, oh, I just loved it! I also tried it with a little white rice and it was AWESOME! I am loving all these new recipes that I have found.
Yeah that is pretty much it for now, I will update ya'll when something new comes around!
Love ya, see ya, byeeeee!
P.S. I got that love ya see ya byeee thing from a youtuber who is awesome!
~Ciao~
Anyways the title today is the # of blogs I have written when I post this! Can you believe it?! I didn't even realize that until I looked at my dashboard! I feel accomplished.
So I am not really doing anything different in my life right now; I am actually kind of a bore recently. I haven't started trying to reach that goal I set for myself, but I am getting to it. I have been really busy with school. I have this speech tomorrow that I am super excited about. I have to give an informative speech about a topic and I chose "How To Go Raw Till 4"! Yay! Right? I am pumped!
Another great thing was that there was no music class today, which I was very pleased with. I didn't want to go anyway. It's boring and kind of pointless.
So that is pretty much it other than on Monday and today I chatted with Warrior for a while and that was the usual fun and awesomeness. Yeah I told you I am a bore recently. OH! I tried a new recipe last night. Wish I had taken some pics, dang!
It was the usual stir-fry I always have with just noodles, onions, tomatoes, and a little spicy pepper. However, last night I mixed in other veggies and it was DA BOMB! I, oh, I just loved it! I also tried it with a little white rice and it was AWESOME! I am loving all these new recipes that I have found.
Yeah that is pretty much it for now, I will update ya'll when something new comes around!
Love ya, see ya, byeeeee!
P.S. I got that love ya see ya byeee thing from a youtuber who is awesome!
~Ciao~
Wednesday, September 10, 2014
Fireproof
Hey guys! Wow it's been over a month since I've been here! How you guys been doin? Good? GREAT!
So now let's get to what has been going on with me lately.
I am still a vegan.
I am still a high carb RT4 vegan.
I am loving life.
I am not exercising as much as I should, but I will be.
I am in college.
I am going to be a teacher for deaf education.
I am actually liking school for the first time in a long time.
I am setting goals and accomplishing them one by one.
My new goal for right now is to be able to run 5 miles.
I am enrolled in Music Appreciation, General Psychology, College Algebra, Public Speaking, & Introduction to Special Populations. They are all fun, but my fave is the the last, which is my education class; I just love it and the teacher lets us talk all the time and eat in class, which is awesome!
So yeah not much is going on in my life. I did get a touch of illness yesterday, but I feel great today!
Ok so shout out to Warrior, love ya bestie!
Love ya, see ya, byeeeeeeee!
P.S. Fireproof is the title of the new One Direction song from the new album Four coming out on the 17th of November! I love this song and the best part is they released for us themselves!
~Ciao~
So now let's get to what has been going on with me lately.
I am still a vegan.
I am still a high carb RT4 vegan.
I am loving life.
I am not exercising as much as I should, but I will be.
I am in college.
I am going to be a teacher for deaf education.
I am actually liking school for the first time in a long time.
I am setting goals and accomplishing them one by one.
My new goal for right now is to be able to run 5 miles.
I am enrolled in Music Appreciation, General Psychology, College Algebra, Public Speaking, & Introduction to Special Populations. They are all fun, but my fave is the the last, which is my education class; I just love it and the teacher lets us talk all the time and eat in class, which is awesome!
So yeah not much is going on in my life. I did get a touch of illness yesterday, but I feel great today!
Ok so shout out to Warrior, love ya bestie!
Love ya, see ya, byeeeeeeee!
P.S. Fireproof is the title of the new One Direction song from the new album Four coming out on the 17th of November! I love this song and the best part is they released for us themselves!
~Ciao~
Saturday, August 2, 2014
Hey guys.
Oh my goodness gracious you guys, it has been forever since I have blogged! How have ya'll been?! Good? GREAT!!!
I have been great too! I am loving life right now! Well, I love life every second, but still. It has been amazing this summer! I have been smashing in the fruit, as much as possible, and I have been soooooo happy with every thing that comes my way. I know God is working in me, He is leading me down this path and I am so happy and grateful for it all. PRAISE GOD!!!
So now I have a tiny rant.
I am at my dads if you haven't guessed by now and I have been for almost 2 weeks now and it's been fun. However, the first night we were here my mom called us and told me she wanted to take me to a "doctor/nutriton expert" to see if this RawTill4 lifestyle, though she calls it a diet, is safe. She then said if it is she will support me the best she can, but I think she expects me to stop if the "doctor" deems it unsafe. She also said she wanted to do this because people are worried about me. Well I am here to say that this lifestyle is THE HEALTHIEST LIFESTYLE IN THE WORLD, AND THE CHEAPEST LIFESTYLE IN THE WORLD! OK!!!!!?!!!????!!!! Why can't everyone get that through their thick skulls!? I don't understand what is so wrong with wanting to eat a bunch of fruit and veggies!!!! It was designed for us to eat it, why shouldn't we?!! And all the crap about portion control is bullshit! Pardon my potty mouth, I am trying to curb that habit. Seriously though! If I walk in that doctors office and the guy or woman is overweight and clearly unhealthy I am walking right out! I don't care what this person has to say, no one can convince me that this RawTill4 lifestyle is wrong for me. You cannot convince me otherwise. SorryNotSorry!
Ok now that my little rant is out of the way we can get on to today's topic! That is God! And why He is not in the mainstream of society anymore. He should be everywhere! We should be praising Him constantly! And He should be a part of our everyday lives! I think we should use every resource in our arsenal to bring Him all the glory He deserves, which is ALL of it! Am I right?! OF COURSE I AM! I pray that everyone that is struggling to find inspiration or guidance be filled with the Holy Spirit and praise God, in Jesus name, Amen. God I pray that these people in society realize that without you nothing is worth anything, I pray we can put You back into everything! I pray that we can earnestly and sincerely pray to you each and every day and praise you with all that we do. I just pray that those of us who don't know you may come to know you as their Lord and personal Savior. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
Ok so I hope you like this blog make sure to leave a comment and tell me what you would like me to talk about next. I won't be blogging for a little while so I may not see your comment for awhile, but if you have any questions leave them down below. Hey let's start a comment party! Jk, sounds weird lol! Anyways I will you see ya'll loyals sometime n the near future! Have a blessed day!
~Ciao~
I have been great too! I am loving life right now! Well, I love life every second, but still. It has been amazing this summer! I have been smashing in the fruit, as much as possible, and I have been soooooo happy with every thing that comes my way. I know God is working in me, He is leading me down this path and I am so happy and grateful for it all. PRAISE GOD!!!
So now I have a tiny rant.
I am at my dads if you haven't guessed by now and I have been for almost 2 weeks now and it's been fun. However, the first night we were here my mom called us and told me she wanted to take me to a "doctor/nutriton expert" to see if this RawTill4 lifestyle, though she calls it a diet, is safe. She then said if it is she will support me the best she can, but I think she expects me to stop if the "doctor" deems it unsafe. She also said she wanted to do this because people are worried about me. Well I am here to say that this lifestyle is THE HEALTHIEST LIFESTYLE IN THE WORLD, AND THE CHEAPEST LIFESTYLE IN THE WORLD! OK!!!!!?!!!????!!!! Why can't everyone get that through their thick skulls!? I don't understand what is so wrong with wanting to eat a bunch of fruit and veggies!!!! It was designed for us to eat it, why shouldn't we?!! And all the crap about portion control is bullshit! Pardon my potty mouth, I am trying to curb that habit. Seriously though! If I walk in that doctors office and the guy or woman is overweight and clearly unhealthy I am walking right out! I don't care what this person has to say, no one can convince me that this RawTill4 lifestyle is wrong for me. You cannot convince me otherwise. SorryNotSorry!
Ok now that my little rant is out of the way we can get on to today's topic! That is God! And why He is not in the mainstream of society anymore. He should be everywhere! We should be praising Him constantly! And He should be a part of our everyday lives! I think we should use every resource in our arsenal to bring Him all the glory He deserves, which is ALL of it! Am I right?! OF COURSE I AM! I pray that everyone that is struggling to find inspiration or guidance be filled with the Holy Spirit and praise God, in Jesus name, Amen. God I pray that these people in society realize that without you nothing is worth anything, I pray we can put You back into everything! I pray that we can earnestly and sincerely pray to you each and every day and praise you with all that we do. I just pray that those of us who don't know you may come to know you as their Lord and personal Savior. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
Ok so I hope you like this blog make sure to leave a comment and tell me what you would like me to talk about next. I won't be blogging for a little while so I may not see your comment for awhile, but if you have any questions leave them down below. Hey let's start a comment party! Jk, sounds weird lol! Anyways I will you see ya'll loyals sometime n the near future! Have a blessed day!
~Ciao~
Monday, June 23, 2014
Hey guys! Oh my gosh, it's been awhile!
haaaaaaaaaaaay! wow guys it has been a little while since i have blogged and i can say that i have sort of missed it. i know ya'll have missed my riveting stories about my life. yeah right!
ok so i am at my dad's! i have been for a week and i'll bee here for another week! it's been relatively awesome and i have no complaints about anything this time.
so my life has been going good, no drawbacks and this whole vegan lifestyle is just even more awesome! i hit my 3 monthaversary without even realizing and i just keep reaping the benefits!
my little bro is just so cute, he has learned so much and gotten a little bigger that it just melts my heart!
i know i am rambling here, i really don't have much to say.
right now the only sort of drawback is that i am sick with bronchitis, well it is most likely that, not sure yet. i mean it is a drawback in some ways, but in other ways i get to rest my voice and heal, rejuvenate, and all that jazz. i feel great, i just sound horrible. so yeah that is about it, like i said not much to say. i am probably not going to post until i come back again in July so i will see you all then and i wish ya'll a fruitful day and an even more fruitful life!
oh before i forget i enrolled in Texarkana College and will be attending this fall! so i am giving college another go. wish me luck! byeeeee!
~Ciao~ <3
ok so i am at my dad's! i have been for a week and i'll bee here for another week! it's been relatively awesome and i have no complaints about anything this time.
so my life has been going good, no drawbacks and this whole vegan lifestyle is just even more awesome! i hit my 3 monthaversary without even realizing and i just keep reaping the benefits!
my little bro is just so cute, he has learned so much and gotten a little bigger that it just melts my heart!
i know i am rambling here, i really don't have much to say.
right now the only sort of drawback is that i am sick with bronchitis, well it is most likely that, not sure yet. i mean it is a drawback in some ways, but in other ways i get to rest my voice and heal, rejuvenate, and all that jazz. i feel great, i just sound horrible. so yeah that is about it, like i said not much to say. i am probably not going to post until i come back again in July so i will see you all then and i wish ya'll a fruitful day and an even more fruitful life!
oh before i forget i enrolled in Texarkana College and will be attending this fall! so i am giving college another go. wish me luck! byeeeee!
~Ciao~ <3
Thursday, May 1, 2014
Skyscraper, Let It Go, Warrior
If you don't know that these songs are mall sung by the wonderful Demi Lovato then I have nothing to say to you.
Hey guys happy Thursday! So today's post is going to be long, sorry not sorry, and if you don't like it then get off this blog! Ok so if the song don't indicate my mood right now then let me tell you how I'm feeling! So today my mom got the CHILD support, and yes it is for Laura, but my sister doesn't care if we all share it. My mom NEVER gives to my sister she always uses it for herself! So she gets us bfast this morning and I have been craving apples something crazy, so I find the least expensive ones, $1.00 a pound; I got four. I wasn't going to eat them all in one sitting I just got them because I was very hungry. She gets mad and was like that is all you get today. I am not buying any more fruit for you ever again. So I get a little upset and have a good cry. I am sick and tired of her wanting me to fail. She is my mother and as a mother they are supposed to support you no matter what you want to do. She may not like it, but she should at least encourage you to succeed. My mom doesn't, she actually encourages me to give up being vegan. She even told my sister she is going to try to get me to eat more meat. Can you frikin believe that?! What the mess right?! So on the way to TC I listen to those three songs. Skyscraper was to get me to stop crying and it worked, Let It Go (the Demi version) was to get me to just breathe and relax, and Warrior was to remind me that she can't hurt me anymore. She doesn't have power over me anymore and she never will again.
You know how we all eventually turn out like our mothers? Well I am determined to do everything I can NOT to turn out like her. I don't want to be a bully. That is what she is; just a bully. I am not going to make my kids feel worthless and try to stop them from living their dreams. My kids are not going to be afraid of me.
So this summer I am staying with my dad and I plan on getting a job there asap. Then once the summer is over I'll be coming back to Avery to pack up my stuff and I will NEVER come back to her. I will come back to visit only my sister and my brother and friends, but not her. I know I am saying this out of anger and I know in the end I will come back to see her, but I need to be far away for now because if I don't get away soon I am going to explode.
Thanks for reading and I will leave ya'll with some lyrics from those songs.
Skyscraper:
Do you have to make me feel like
There's nothing left of me
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Let It Go:
Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
Warrior:
You can save your apologies you're nothing but a liar
I've got shame, I've got scars that I will never show
I'm a survivor, in more ways than you know
Cuz now I'm a warrior
I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again
There's a part of me I can't get back
A little girl grew up too fast
All it took was once I'll never be the same
So I'm taking back my life today
Nothing left that you can say
Cuz you were never gonna take the blame anyway
Hey guys happy Thursday! So today's post is going to be long, sorry not sorry, and if you don't like it then get off this blog! Ok so if the song don't indicate my mood right now then let me tell you how I'm feeling! So today my mom got the CHILD support, and yes it is for Laura, but my sister doesn't care if we all share it. My mom NEVER gives to my sister she always uses it for herself! So she gets us bfast this morning and I have been craving apples something crazy, so I find the least expensive ones, $1.00 a pound; I got four. I wasn't going to eat them all in one sitting I just got them because I was very hungry. She gets mad and was like that is all you get today. I am not buying any more fruit for you ever again. So I get a little upset and have a good cry. I am sick and tired of her wanting me to fail. She is my mother and as a mother they are supposed to support you no matter what you want to do. She may not like it, but she should at least encourage you to succeed. My mom doesn't, she actually encourages me to give up being vegan. She even told my sister she is going to try to get me to eat more meat. Can you frikin believe that?! What the mess right?! So on the way to TC I listen to those three songs. Skyscraper was to get me to stop crying and it worked, Let It Go (the Demi version) was to get me to just breathe and relax, and Warrior was to remind me that she can't hurt me anymore. She doesn't have power over me anymore and she never will again.
You know how we all eventually turn out like our mothers? Well I am determined to do everything I can NOT to turn out like her. I don't want to be a bully. That is what she is; just a bully. I am not going to make my kids feel worthless and try to stop them from living their dreams. My kids are not going to be afraid of me.
So this summer I am staying with my dad and I plan on getting a job there asap. Then once the summer is over I'll be coming back to Avery to pack up my stuff and I will NEVER come back to her. I will come back to visit only my sister and my brother and friends, but not her. I know I am saying this out of anger and I know in the end I will come back to see her, but I need to be far away for now because if I don't get away soon I am going to explode.
Thanks for reading and I will leave ya'll with some lyrics from those songs.
Skyscraper:
Do you have to make me feel like
There's nothing left of me
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Let It Go:
Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
Warrior:
You can save your apologies you're nothing but a liar
I've got shame, I've got scars that I will never show
I'm a survivor, in more ways than you know
Cuz now I'm a warrior
I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again
There's a part of me I can't get back
A little girl grew up too fast
All it took was once I'll never be the same
So I'm taking back my life today
Nothing left that you can say
Cuz you were never gonna take the blame anyway
Wednesday, April 30, 2014
Hi-Five
That is an original song by Youtuber Chris Collins and his sister whose name I am blanking on at the moment.
Hey guys happy Wednesday! So for the post today I am going to list some things I am grateful/thankful for. Yes those are pretty much the same thing I know. but I thought it would be a nice change of pace form my usual rants about my life and my mother. I am also gonna list some things that make me happy.
I am grateful/thankful for:
God
My relationship with Him
Getting to wake up every day that I have
My wonderful life
Love
Happiness
Fruit
Vegetables
Whomever invented pizza (i make RawTill4 pizza)
My family
My friends (only have a few, but nonetheless)
Earth
the sky
the plants
the animals
random strangers who pay for you
homeless people (talk to one for at least an hour and they will give you so much life)
all the struggles i have been through
all the success on my life i have experienced
my past teachers
my college experience ( had to go through to get to the place i am at today)
PETA
oxygen
my heart
my body (internal organs wise)
Things that make me happy:
dogs (especially when i get to pet them and help them)
helping people
watching baby cows run around and play
babies (human and animal alike)
music
funny jokes
people being nice
people in general
when i accomplish something the right way
Now a LOT more makes me happy and I am grateful/thankful for SOOOOOO much more, but that is just a short list of each. Now omg guys I had to weigh myself last Thursday for the blood drive and omg guys I have lost 20 pounds in less than 2 months! I don't even recognize myself in the mirror anymore! I feel amazing! My clothes are starting to bunch up everywhere and I don't even have to unzip or unbutton my pants when I put them on and take them off! Isn't that just awesome!?! My day has been great; I was trying to pay for my drink and I didn't have enough so I was going to go get my mom for more change, and the young woman behind me paid for it! I was like what seriously? I even tried to give her the change I had, but she wouldn't take it! See there are good people left in this world, and I also talked to Warrior today. It was nice. Listen to that song and watch the video it's amazing, it popped into my head after she paid for me.
Well that is it for now loyals! I will talk see you awesome people next blog! BYEEEEEE
P.S. Try doing something nice for someone today. I coaxed two dogs out of the middle of the road, what have you done?
~Ciao~
Thursday, April 24, 2014
Heeeeey
So I can't think of a song to title this blog so you're getting heeeey!
Hey guys happy Thursday!!!! Oh my goodness gracious so much has happened in the last 20-30 something hours and yeah it may be long! So on the first item on the list is my dad. He had a hernia recently and had to undergo surgery and he's ok, but I am worried about him. Not as much as the next item on the list: my mother. She received news from her lab results that she had a critical hemoglobin and needed to get to the hospital for a blood transfusion asap. So we all get packed to spend the night at my grandmothers and I am freaking out, I know ti's nothing too serious but I am a drama queen so I always freak out when it comes to things like this. She had to have four bags dripped into her and each bag takes four hours, she should be done by the time you read this blog, but I am just really worried about her. Ok so the next item is me, yes I know conceited right? Whatever. Ok so I gave blood 2 hours ago and I am actually starting to worry this time. I have done 6 times before and never bruised and I my arm has never hurt, so I am slightly worried about that. I'm also having weird heart problems going on so we'll wait and see. Oh I almost forgot my mom also has a heart murmur. I am casting all my worries on God and just letting it see its way through. I had the most amazing talk with God this morning, my grandma was driving to TC College and I look at the sky and she the sun poking out casting these beautiful rays on the ground below and it took my breath away. I was awestruck at this magnificent creation of God and I praised Him right then and there. I talked to Him and thanked Him for this wonderful day and my amazing life. You know a wise person, ( I'm not sure who), once said, "Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but the moments that take our breath away." I love that quote, it's awesome. So the item on the list is Warrior. You know her? If not then go check out her blog: www.Sorry4PartyRocking2012.blogspot.com !!! Ok well yesterday I was just angry for no reason really, I don't even remember and I was asking God for peace and He gave it to me. I went on Facebook and found Warrior's page and I saw that she had gone back to blonde and I was like woah awesome I gotta tell her that I think it look awesome! So I did and I apologized again for my rude behavior in the past, you all know about it. She said it was water under the bridge and we actually talked! We did today too! I am a little reluctant to talk about this because I'm afraid that it will stop. I was happy to say the least and I felt calmer. So Warrior thanks again for talking to me again, it means a lot.
Ok so the last item on the list is that little piece of me trip down memory lane project I was gonna post, well I have decided to not post it for now, I may in the unforeseen future though, so keep an eye out.
Well that is it for now lovelies, I mean loyals! I will see you awesome people next blog! K BYEEEE
P.S. Eat at least one piece of fruit today!
~Ciao~
Hey guys happy Thursday!!!! Oh my goodness gracious so much has happened in the last 20-30 something hours and yeah it may be long! So on the first item on the list is my dad. He had a hernia recently and had to undergo surgery and he's ok, but I am worried about him. Not as much as the next item on the list: my mother. She received news from her lab results that she had a critical hemoglobin and needed to get to the hospital for a blood transfusion asap. So we all get packed to spend the night at my grandmothers and I am freaking out, I know ti's nothing too serious but I am a drama queen so I always freak out when it comes to things like this. She had to have four bags dripped into her and each bag takes four hours, she should be done by the time you read this blog, but I am just really worried about her. Ok so the next item is me, yes I know conceited right? Whatever. Ok so I gave blood 2 hours ago and I am actually starting to worry this time. I have done 6 times before and never bruised and I my arm has never hurt, so I am slightly worried about that. I'm also having weird heart problems going on so we'll wait and see. Oh I almost forgot my mom also has a heart murmur. I am casting all my worries on God and just letting it see its way through. I had the most amazing talk with God this morning, my grandma was driving to TC College and I look at the sky and she the sun poking out casting these beautiful rays on the ground below and it took my breath away. I was awestruck at this magnificent creation of God and I praised Him right then and there. I talked to Him and thanked Him for this wonderful day and my amazing life. You know a wise person, ( I'm not sure who), once said, "Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but the moments that take our breath away." I love that quote, it's awesome. So the item on the list is Warrior. You know her? If not then go check out her blog: www.Sorry4PartyRocking2012.blogspot.com !!! Ok well yesterday I was just angry for no reason really, I don't even remember and I was asking God for peace and He gave it to me. I went on Facebook and found Warrior's page and I saw that she had gone back to blonde and I was like woah awesome I gotta tell her that I think it look awesome! So I did and I apologized again for my rude behavior in the past, you all know about it. She said it was water under the bridge and we actually talked! We did today too! I am a little reluctant to talk about this because I'm afraid that it will stop. I was happy to say the least and I felt calmer. So Warrior thanks again for talking to me again, it means a lot.
Ok so the last item on the list is that little piece of me trip down memory lane project I was gonna post, well I have decided to not post it for now, I may in the unforeseen future though, so keep an eye out.
Well that is it for now lovelies, I mean loyals! I will see you awesome people next blog! K BYEEEE
P.S. Eat at least one piece of fruit today!
~Ciao~
Wednesday, April 23, 2014
Loves Me Like Jesus Does
ok that song is like stuck in my head along with Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol.
Hey guys happy Wednesday!!! It's HUMP daaaaaaaaay!!!! Anyways how are you guys!?! I am having a pretty good day so far, i mean it was better than yesterday. Shit went down yesterday. My computer broke down, but my awesome and talented brother fixed it for me. It was so nasty, he took the whole thing apart and dusted it and found out what was clanking around in there. So shout to my older bro, THANKS!!! I know he doesn't read this, but nonetheless. Also this guy up at TK College flirted with me a little yesterday...
I was like well then you know? I mean he was attractive and all, but I kinda have my eye on this other guy here who, in my opinion is really attractive. They are both in the video game playing/geek clique so I mean I would have a little challenge, since I am not a gamer and I am by no means on the same intellectual level as them, but I would give it a try. Lately I have just been wanting someone on in my life. Someone I can count on and love you know? Don't get me wrong I love being single, it's fun; most of the time. Other times I just want someone to talk to and get to know and just be with him. I know and trust that God has the perfect person for me so I will be patient. So tomorrow I am giving blood you guys, I'm excited! The shirt is yellow this time, so that's a change. There is no luck in the employment department and I am still broke. I am losing hope and I know I shouldn't give up, but my mom basically told me not to get a job because she has to get one. Every time she says that all I think is: "You are never going to get a job that doesn't require a degree, you have to start at the bottom and the only way is if you put school on hold for a bit. I mean I put school on hold for me, not just for a job, but for my sanity as well. I tried, I went out there and got a job, but you took it away from me. I had to quit for you."
Sorry guys that was a little rant there.
Anyways that is it for now I wish you all the best and I will see you awesome people next blog! K BYEEEE
Oh and don't forget that you choose to be happy so let's all stay positive. I know that is contradictive to what I just talked about, but just stay afloat peeps!
~Ciao~
Hey guys happy Wednesday!!! It's HUMP daaaaaaaaay!!!! Anyways how are you guys!?! I am having a pretty good day so far, i mean it was better than yesterday. Shit went down yesterday. My computer broke down, but my awesome and talented brother fixed it for me. It was so nasty, he took the whole thing apart and dusted it and found out what was clanking around in there. So shout to my older bro, THANKS!!! I know he doesn't read this, but nonetheless. Also this guy up at TK College flirted with me a little yesterday...
I was like well then you know? I mean he was attractive and all, but I kinda have my eye on this other guy here who, in my opinion is really attractive. They are both in the video game playing/geek clique so I mean I would have a little challenge, since I am not a gamer and I am by no means on the same intellectual level as them, but I would give it a try. Lately I have just been wanting someone on in my life. Someone I can count on and love you know? Don't get me wrong I love being single, it's fun; most of the time. Other times I just want someone to talk to and get to know and just be with him. I know and trust that God has the perfect person for me so I will be patient. So tomorrow I am giving blood you guys, I'm excited! The shirt is yellow this time, so that's a change. There is no luck in the employment department and I am still broke. I am losing hope and I know I shouldn't give up, but my mom basically told me not to get a job because she has to get one. Every time she says that all I think is: "You are never going to get a job that doesn't require a degree, you have to start at the bottom and the only way is if you put school on hold for a bit. I mean I put school on hold for me, not just for a job, but for my sanity as well. I tried, I went out there and got a job, but you took it away from me. I had to quit for you."
Sorry guys that was a little rant there.
Anyways that is it for now I wish you all the best and I will see you awesome people next blog! K BYEEEE
Oh and don't forget that you choose to be happy so let's all stay positive. I know that is contradictive to what I just talked about, but just stay afloat peeps!
~Ciao~
Tuesday, April 22, 2014
Inspiration
Hey guys happy Tuesday! so today's post is not going to be all that jazzy or anything seeing as I don't have much to talk about! I'm just living my life, staying positive, choosing to be happy, and having fun! So pretty much the usual! I literally can't think of anything to talk about. Oh wait! Tomorrow I am donating blood for the 7th time in my life! Lifeshare Blood Centers is coming to Texarkana College tomorrow and I will be here to give up some of my blood once again! It's for a good cause and it could save a life so why not? I may be just a little blip on this planet compared to most people, but if my small donation can help then I'm willing to give it. I have been drinking so much water lately and I just love how hydrated I feel, it's amazing!
So this is a video I made; I was feeling inspiration while listening to K-LOVE so I hope you like it!
I mean I guess that is it for now other than my mom is still bashing this diet, but besides that I am just doing the same as yesterday!
Hey if the vid doesn't play sorry!
Well that's all folks! I will see you awesome loyals next blog! K BYEEE
~Ciao~
So this is a video I made; I was feeling inspiration while listening to K-LOVE so I hope you like it!
I mean I guess that is it for now other than my mom is still bashing this diet, but besides that I am just doing the same as yesterday!
Hey if the vid doesn't play sorry!
Well that's all folks! I will see you awesome loyals next blog! K BYEEE
~Ciao~
Monday, April 21, 2014
Lowlife
That song is by the one and only Theory Of A Deadman!
Hey loyals happy Monday! So today is going to be shortish because I have a project in the making. I am going to give you a little inside look into my past. I was going through old stuff and I found some things that brought back memories so I am gonna share them with ya'll. So look out for that it's coming soon.
Ok so lately I have been getting back to my roots music wise. I grew up listening to a variety of music, but it was mainly rock and metal and lately I have been re-obsessed with it! I have also been obsessed with Christian music too, like K-LOVE music I can't get enough of either! I love it!
So my mom will not buy me any fruit whatsoever and I can't have meat in my mouth so basically I don't eat much anymore. I hate this! I mean when I was growing up I always ate fruits and veggies, granted now I have taken all the other crap out of my diet so there isn't much difference. My parents always taught me to eat plenty of fruits and veggies so I don't know what the problem is. I swear if I can't get another job I am going to develop an eating disorder all because she doesn't want me to be healthy. I want to scream at her, but I know that won't solve a single thing so I keep a lot to myself. She also has a new problem with me every day, I don't get it. I mean I have never really cussed as much I do nowadays, but it's not like I am a different person. I have always been a loud and quite frankly obnoxious person and I guess she is just now noticing it. I can't do anything right ever! I am not good enough for her I guess! Sorry guys about this rant I needed to get it off my chest! So what do you guys think? I just wish I could move far away and never come back. That ultimately is the plan, I know how a lot of people think California is full of a lot of weirdos, but honestly I don't care. I'd rather be there than here. Growing up I always wanted to move there and one day I will be. Hopefully sooner than later!
Anyways that is it for now, I will see you awesome people next blog! K BYEEEEEEEEE
~Ciao~
P.S. I watched the new One Direction music video for You & I and I LOOOOOOOOOVE IT!!!! BEST VIDEO YET!!!!!!!! It's really cool how they did what they did in the vid so go watch it!
Hey loyals happy Monday! So today is going to be shortish because I have a project in the making. I am going to give you a little inside look into my past. I was going through old stuff and I found some things that brought back memories so I am gonna share them with ya'll. So look out for that it's coming soon.
Ok so lately I have been getting back to my roots music wise. I grew up listening to a variety of music, but it was mainly rock and metal and lately I have been re-obsessed with it! I have also been obsessed with Christian music too, like K-LOVE music I can't get enough of either! I love it!
So my mom will not buy me any fruit whatsoever and I can't have meat in my mouth so basically I don't eat much anymore. I hate this! I mean when I was growing up I always ate fruits and veggies, granted now I have taken all the other crap out of my diet so there isn't much difference. My parents always taught me to eat plenty of fruits and veggies so I don't know what the problem is. I swear if I can't get another job I am going to develop an eating disorder all because she doesn't want me to be healthy. I want to scream at her, but I know that won't solve a single thing so I keep a lot to myself. She also has a new problem with me every day, I don't get it. I mean I have never really cussed as much I do nowadays, but it's not like I am a different person. I have always been a loud and quite frankly obnoxious person and I guess she is just now noticing it. I can't do anything right ever! I am not good enough for her I guess! Sorry guys about this rant I needed to get it off my chest! So what do you guys think? I just wish I could move far away and never come back. That ultimately is the plan, I know how a lot of people think California is full of a lot of weirdos, but honestly I don't care. I'd rather be there than here. Growing up I always wanted to move there and one day I will be. Hopefully sooner than later!
Anyways that is it for now, I will see you awesome people next blog! K BYEEEEEEEEE
~Ciao~
P.S. I watched the new One Direction music video for You & I and I LOOOOOOOOOVE IT!!!! BEST VIDEO YET!!!!!!!! It's really cool how they did what they did in the vid so go watch it!
Thursday, April 17, 2014
Only Human
So this song, by Christina Perri, resonated in me last night when I had a little breakdown...
Hey guys happy Thursday! So today is going to be a quick since I don't have much to talk about.
So my little breakdown was just me fed up with life for a moment. Like crying and cussing everyone out and it was just a mess. I have been feeling stuck a lot lately, like I am never going anywhere and I'll never amount to anything kind of stuck. You know that feeling? Well yeah that's how I felt and it's still lingering, but I am getting past it. God is bringing me through it. As I was crying and just feeling really down that song came into my mind and I felt somewhat better. I mean we are all human, we feel this feeling of being fed up with everybody and everything sometimes. Then another song comes to mind... Beautiful by MercyMe and that made me sob and appreciate life so much more. I was humbled in that moment and I talked to God and apologized for taking my life for granted. I just hate these feelings, but I have come to learn that everyone needs to have a little physcotic meltdown every once in a while; or otherwise we will explode. I woke up today feeling better so we will see how the rest of the day goes.
Well that is pretty much it for now, like I said I don't have much to talk about today. #SorryNotSorry
Anyways I will see you awesome people next blog! Until next time, BYEEEEE!!
~Ciao~
Hey guys happy Thursday! So today is going to be a quick since I don't have much to talk about.
So my little breakdown was just me fed up with life for a moment. Like crying and cussing everyone out and it was just a mess. I have been feeling stuck a lot lately, like I am never going anywhere and I'll never amount to anything kind of stuck. You know that feeling? Well yeah that's how I felt and it's still lingering, but I am getting past it. God is bringing me through it. As I was crying and just feeling really down that song came into my mind and I felt somewhat better. I mean we are all human, we feel this feeling of being fed up with everybody and everything sometimes. Then another song comes to mind... Beautiful by MercyMe and that made me sob and appreciate life so much more. I was humbled in that moment and I talked to God and apologized for taking my life for granted. I just hate these feelings, but I have come to learn that everyone needs to have a little physcotic meltdown every once in a while; or otherwise we will explode. I woke up today feeling better so we will see how the rest of the day goes.
Well that is pretty much it for now, like I said I don't have much to talk about today. #SorryNotSorry
Anyways I will see you awesome people next blog! Until next time, BYEEEEE!!
~Ciao~
Tuesday, April 15, 2014
Shut Up and Love Me
Hey guys happy Tuesday! Welcome to Tasty Tuesday! So that song is by the lovely Demi Lovato. Who has changed her yet again, she is back to brown! So today is all about tasting new raw foods!
I recently tried dates and I gotta say I like them, but I am not the biggest fan. Now mixed with water and some coconut sugar and it tastes just like coffee! It's super yummy and super healthy! So give it a try!
Ok yesterday I watched a new Freelee the Banana Girl Video and she pointed out something I wish my mom would understand. She was commenting on how everyone calls her raw vegan lifestyle to be extreme and she agrees; it is a good extreme. She said people shouldn't knock it till they try it. I 100% support this, because you will never know how awesome it is until you try it for yourself.
So I have found that I have all this energy. I want to run so bad! I just want to take off and run till my legs give out and I have to be carried back home. I want to jump around and dance until I can't move anymore! I love all this extra energy and I think I am going to finally put it to use today. See before I couldn't just go for a run, but it is starting to warm up slightly and I need to get outside. One thing you should know about me is that I am a home-body, I will stay in the house all day and be as happy as a clam, but I can't do that anymore. I am going stir-crazy staying inside all day every day! I know that when I get a job, if I get one, that I will be inside for multiple hours a day, but that is why I need to get out now! Ugh I just ahsdkhdlkhfksdlfhshd!! 32u4092305uref
sorry guys like i said i have been cooped a lot recently and it's getting to me!
Anyways that's all folks! I hope you have a FRUITASTIC day and I will see you awesome people next blog!
~Ciao~
I recently tried dates and I gotta say I like them, but I am not the biggest fan. Now mixed with water and some coconut sugar and it tastes just like coffee! It's super yummy and super healthy! So give it a try!
Ok yesterday I watched a new Freelee the Banana Girl Video and she pointed out something I wish my mom would understand. She was commenting on how everyone calls her raw vegan lifestyle to be extreme and she agrees; it is a good extreme. She said people shouldn't knock it till they try it. I 100% support this, because you will never know how awesome it is until you try it for yourself.
So I have found that I have all this energy. I want to run so bad! I just want to take off and run till my legs give out and I have to be carried back home. I want to jump around and dance until I can't move anymore! I love all this extra energy and I think I am going to finally put it to use today. See before I couldn't just go for a run, but it is starting to warm up slightly and I need to get outside. One thing you should know about me is that I am a home-body, I will stay in the house all day and be as happy as a clam, but I can't do that anymore. I am going stir-crazy staying inside all day every day! I know that when I get a job, if I get one, that I will be inside for multiple hours a day, but that is why I need to get out now! Ugh I just ahsdkhdlkhfksdlfhshd!! 32u4092305uref
sorry guys like i said i have been cooped a lot recently and it's getting to me!
Anyways that's all folks! I hope you have a FRUITASTIC day and I will see you awesome people next blog!
~Ciao~
Monday, April 14, 2014
Munchin Monday
hey guys! happy Monday! I am sitting here at the TA Center at TK College just munchin on this huge bowl of watermelon! I know it's not exactly the right season for watermelon, but I just LOOOOVE it! I think I am going to a theme for every day that I post, Mondays are going to be Munchin Mondays! I haven't got it all figured out yet, but I have a few ideas so we'll see!
So how are all ya! I am gonna try to make this post quick, but you all know me, that word is not in my vocabulary when it comes to blogging! Ha ha! Anyways so an update on how I am doing; not much to tell. I am doing great, staying strong on this lifestyle and in all other aspects, I am actually starting to see a difference in my appearance and other aspects of my life. Things are looking up! I keep telling myself that every minute I spend upset about something is another 60 seconds I could have spent happy. I choose to be happy now and I don't let anyone take that away from me anymore! Although yesterday I was feeling down and I know I will always have bad days, but I realized it was from not going to church. I haven't been to church in a while and I honestly don't know why. I mean my relationship with God is great, but I have been losing faith a lot lately. I hate that and I am trying to restore it, but I just can't bring myself to go to church on Sunday. I honestly cannot fathom why I don't want to go to church. Maybe I just need to go to a very quiet place and talk to God, pray, and read His word! This has happened quite often with my faith. I'll have such great and strong faith for a while and then something happens and I get off track so to speak, then I will come back strong and renewed. It's weird, and I don't like it. I want a constantly strong relationship with Him. I know I just gotta keep living the good life!
So anyways this is dragging on so I am gonna go, I have to finish this watermelon. I will see you awesome people next blog! (Which may be either later today or tomorrow!) K, BYEEEEEEEE!
~Ciao~
So how are all ya! I am gonna try to make this post quick, but you all know me, that word is not in my vocabulary when it comes to blogging! Ha ha! Anyways so an update on how I am doing; not much to tell. I am doing great, staying strong on this lifestyle and in all other aspects, I am actually starting to see a difference in my appearance and other aspects of my life. Things are looking up! I keep telling myself that every minute I spend upset about something is another 60 seconds I could have spent happy. I choose to be happy now and I don't let anyone take that away from me anymore! Although yesterday I was feeling down and I know I will always have bad days, but I realized it was from not going to church. I haven't been to church in a while and I honestly don't know why. I mean my relationship with God is great, but I have been losing faith a lot lately. I hate that and I am trying to restore it, but I just can't bring myself to go to church on Sunday. I honestly cannot fathom why I don't want to go to church. Maybe I just need to go to a very quiet place and talk to God, pray, and read His word! This has happened quite often with my faith. I'll have such great and strong faith for a while and then something happens and I get off track so to speak, then I will come back strong and renewed. It's weird, and I don't like it. I want a constantly strong relationship with Him. I know I just gotta keep living the good life!
So anyways this is dragging on so I am gonna go, I have to finish this watermelon. I will see you awesome people next blog! (Which may be either later today or tomorrow!) K, BYEEEEEEEE!
~Ciao~
Thursday, April 10, 2014
I'M LITERALLY ABOUT TO CRY!!!!
hey guys happy Thursday! so i hope you are having a great day and omg i am about to cry and my heart is pounding in my chest! my hands are shaking too! ok so Warrior posted a new post just recently for the first time in like EVER but it has all this news in there and omg the biggest news of all and omg i can't believe it! i am so freaking unbelievably happy for Warrior right now! You go girl! I know we are no where near to ever being good again, but omg girl like omg i don't even know what to say! of course i'll be there whether anyone wants me to be or not! omg omg omg! like omg! sorry i mean i know you have been proposed to before, but just from that post i can tell it's different this time!
ok so now that i had a full on freak out in the Texarkana College library let me update you on my life. (my hands are still shaking) anyways not much has changed in two days, the usual has been going on, still looking for that damn job. i am going to try again at this farmers market we are going to in a few minutes. i need some fruit this girl is hungry! life is going steady for me right now, i am doing fine mentally/emotionally, like no breakdowns or depression recently and yes i get angry, but i move on quickly. I don't dwell on things anymore and I feel amazing about that! My mom is going through menopause I am convinced and she is a little more cranky, but I am dealing with it exceptionally better than I ever have. I don't take her crap and she doesn't take mine, so we are on the same page most of the time.
That is pretty much it for this post, I don't have much else to say other than I will see you awesome people next blog!
~Ciao~
ok so now that i had a full on freak out in the Texarkana College library let me update you on my life. (my hands are still shaking) anyways not much has changed in two days, the usual has been going on, still looking for that damn job. i am going to try again at this farmers market we are going to in a few minutes. i need some fruit this girl is hungry! life is going steady for me right now, i am doing fine mentally/emotionally, like no breakdowns or depression recently and yes i get angry, but i move on quickly. I don't dwell on things anymore and I feel amazing about that! My mom is going through menopause I am convinced and she is a little more cranky, but I am dealing with it exceptionally better than I ever have. I don't take her crap and she doesn't take mine, so we are on the same page most of the time.
That is pretty much it for this post, I don't have much else to say other than I will see you awesome people next blog!
~Ciao~
Tuesday, April 8, 2014
Long time no blog
Hey guys happy Tuesday!!! Hope all you are having an awesome day! It's been quite awhile since I have been on here and I gotta say I have missed ya! How are you loyals out there? Good? GREAT!! Well so am I! I did not win the giveaway and I'm okay with that, but I have other news. So I got a job and I worked there for a week. Yes I know that is bad, but my mom could not manage the gas and they weren't even paying me minimum wage. It was at Dairy Queen. Yes I know the worst job to have, but there are even worse jobs out there. I could have been working at McDonalds! I got my check yesterday and it turned out to be a lot more than I expected! So I went to Walmart and loaded up with fruits and veggies and some other items. I even managed to spend less than half of my check! So score 1 for me right? I just have to find a new job now so I can get that steady flow of money in so I can help my mom out and help out my family in general. I feel great and I am even looking a little better as well. I don't know how much weight I have lost and I honestly don't care, but when I was looking in the mirror I was like woah wait a second I look a little thinner. My clothes are baggier and I just look better all over. I am breaking out though and that is just due to my body adjusting to this new lifestyle. I love it all though, it's been a bumpy road, but it's evening out now and soon it will be a smooth ride.
So time for other news. I called my dad up and asked him if he would help me move up there or at least help me persuade my grandma, his mother, to let me stay with her. I fully expected a no right out, but he said he would. Well, I call up my grandmother and she says no, so I'm stuck here. I don't mind living here in East Texas, but there isn't much opportunity out here for me and I am not getting much luck with anything. I know I am burdening my mother by staying there on the couch, but she won't throw me out or even tell me to get out, so I am stuck. I need to find another job quickly so I can try to move out on my own again. I need to start living in the real world again. I was on my own once and I crashed and burned, but I know better this time and I want to give it another try. I am not going back to college though, that I cannot handle at the moment. I want to work, I like having something set out for me to do every day. I applied to Jewelry Galore here in TK and I haven't heard anything back form them, but a little optimism never hurt anyone, right? I finally have seen what Warrior meant when she said there is always room for improvement. I am on this world to improve not only myself each and every day, but others too. I want to help other achieve their dreams and the only way is to start with myself.
Now for something a little more serious. You will never guess who contacted my sister just to talk to me. Drum roll please! My ex-roommate. Cue the flash of lightning and the thunder! At first she wanted to know how I was doing so I told my sister to not even answer her, but she persisted so I said tell her I don't want anything to do with her ever again. She then continued to insult me and my family, so I grabbed the phone and told her "Listen little bitch leave me and my family alone!" She then said a few other choice words and then stopped texting my sister. So semi-crisis adverted right? I guess, maybe she will finally get the message.
That that that ttthhhat's all folks! So I hope you found this entertaining and I will see you awesome people next blog!
~Ciao~
So time for other news. I called my dad up and asked him if he would help me move up there or at least help me persuade my grandma, his mother, to let me stay with her. I fully expected a no right out, but he said he would. Well, I call up my grandmother and she says no, so I'm stuck here. I don't mind living here in East Texas, but there isn't much opportunity out here for me and I am not getting much luck with anything. I know I am burdening my mother by staying there on the couch, but she won't throw me out or even tell me to get out, so I am stuck. I need to find another job quickly so I can try to move out on my own again. I need to start living in the real world again. I was on my own once and I crashed and burned, but I know better this time and I want to give it another try. I am not going back to college though, that I cannot handle at the moment. I want to work, I like having something set out for me to do every day. I applied to Jewelry Galore here in TK and I haven't heard anything back form them, but a little optimism never hurt anyone, right? I finally have seen what Warrior meant when she said there is always room for improvement. I am on this world to improve not only myself each and every day, but others too. I want to help other achieve their dreams and the only way is to start with myself.
Now for something a little more serious. You will never guess who contacted my sister just to talk to me. Drum roll please! My ex-roommate. Cue the flash of lightning and the thunder! At first she wanted to know how I was doing so I told my sister to not even answer her, but she persisted so I said tell her I don't want anything to do with her ever again. She then continued to insult me and my family, so I grabbed the phone and told her "Listen little bitch leave me and my family alone!" She then said a few other choice words and then stopped texting my sister. So semi-crisis adverted right? I guess, maybe she will finally get the message.
That that that ttthhhat's all folks! So I hope you found this entertaining and I will see you awesome people next blog!
~Ciao~
Thursday, March 20, 2014
Subscribe!!! and an update!
hey guys happy Thursday! how are ya today? i am blogging to you from Texarkana College right now and it has been an awesome few days since my dads. It's also been a little weird, it's like I'm home, but I'm not. I want to go back sooo bad! Also it's just weird being back, it feels like it's been forever, when really it's only been 4 days! Well I am doing fine, I haven't fallen off the raw wagon again and I am smashing in the carbs and such, currently I am polishing off a bottle of orange juice. I couldn't find organic, but it's enough for now.
So now to the part I must tell you about! There is this Youtuber that you MUST subscribe to! He is very awesome, hilarious, and just an all around amazing human being! His channel is Nickalaws and here is the link so it will be easier for you too subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/Nickalaws GO NOW!!! PLEASE! I know that is demanding, bu the is doing a giveaway of his tablet and I'm not gonna lie I want it. I know it's not good to want want want, but my tablet is dead and I could use a new one! Ok so go subscribe and have fun, watch his videos and subscribe to other awesome channels like Lush and Gaygod! They are awesome channels too! So here is like a few pictures of him so you can kinda tell if you want to subscribe, I mean who wouldn't want to he is an AWESOME person! Ok here!
So now to the part I must tell you about! There is this Youtuber that you MUST subscribe to! He is very awesome, hilarious, and just an all around amazing human being! His channel is Nickalaws and here is the link so it will be easier for you too subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/Nickalaws GO NOW!!! PLEASE! I know that is demanding, bu the is doing a giveaway of his tablet and I'm not gonna lie I want it. I know it's not good to want want want, but my tablet is dead and I could use a new one! Ok so go subscribe and have fun, watch his videos and subscribe to other awesome channels like Lush and Gaygod! They are awesome channels too! So here is like a few pictures of him so you can kinda tell if you want to subscribe, I mean who wouldn't want to he is an AWESOME person! Ok here!
ok also you should like and favorite his videos to make him more popular than the plastics! He always say that at the end of every video! Check him out ever Wednesday on YouTube!
Ok that is it for now loyals I will see you awesome people next blog! Byeeeeeeee!
<3
~Ciao~
Saturday, March 15, 2014
quick update
so hey loyals this is a quick update!
I figured out why I started to fall off the raw wagon this soon! I am not eating enough carbohydrates! i get those carbs from the fruit and veggies and i'm not eating enough. there is not a good flow of glucose to my brain so that is why i grabbed those salty snacks! ALSO, I was lacking MOTIVATION! So I watched the Katy Perry Roar (RAW) Parody Video and it kinda kicked me in the can and reminded me that I gotta keep going! I can't give up now, I have to keep on the raw wagon!
So that's it for now I just want to get that out there! I wish you a great night! See ya!
P.S. I am also not getting enough sleep. Gotta work on that!
~Ciao~
I figured out why I started to fall off the raw wagon this soon! I am not eating enough carbohydrates! i get those carbs from the fruit and veggies and i'm not eating enough. there is not a good flow of glucose to my brain so that is why i grabbed those salty snacks! ALSO, I was lacking MOTIVATION! So I watched the Katy Perry Roar (RAW) Parody Video and it kinda kicked me in the can and reminded me that I gotta keep going! I can't give up now, I have to keep on the raw wagon!
So that's it for now I just want to get that out there! I wish you a great night! See ya!
P.S. I am also not getting enough sleep. Gotta work on that!
~Ciao~
Now it's the last day!
So I didn't know because of the weather, but today was actually the last day! Ok so it's been an ok today, I mean didn't do much soooooooo yeah....
This is going to be a short and sweet blog, right to the point. I cheated on my diet! I ate some crackers and chips! I know I know it was very bad of me! I feel horrible, and yes it is ok for me to me down on myself, it's the only way I will ever succeed! It's going to be ok in the end though!
So tomorrow at 9 in the morning I'll be going back home! So THIS is the last blog for a while! I think I'm going to start a food blog where I talk about my cravings and what I am eating, it will keep me on track and keep me motivated.
Ok so that is all I have for now, but I will see you awesome/amazing people next blog!
Much love to my loyals
~Ciao~
This is going to be a short and sweet blog, right to the point. I cheated on my diet! I ate some crackers and chips! I know I know it was very bad of me! I feel horrible, and yes it is ok for me to me down on myself, it's the only way I will ever succeed! It's going to be ok in the end though!
So tomorrow at 9 in the morning I'll be going back home! So THIS is the last blog for a while! I think I'm going to start a food blog where I talk about my cravings and what I am eating, it will keep me on track and keep me motivated.
Ok so that is all I have for now, but I will see you awesome/amazing people next blog!
Much love to my loyals
~Ciao~
Friday, March 14, 2014
Last day
Hey loyals happy Friday! Hope you are having a fantastic day because I know that I am! So today is the last full day I will be here at my dad's on Spring Break vacation. =( I know I ranted on the last blog about my little bro and never coming back here, but I don't want to leave. It's always sad when I leave though. You think I would be used to it by now, I mean all the every other weekends spent at a different parent's house and the summers away from my mom or dad or certain holidays, but no matter how hard you try you can never really get used to it. So yeah I'm over my little rant, sorry about that!
So now that I'll be leaving I won't be posting again for awhile. I'm gonna miss you guys!
Anyways here is how my week has gone! It started out ok and progressed into awesome! I got to download a bunch of videos and I committed to something for the first time in my life! I am committed to the raw vegan/cooked vegan lifestyle! I am going to shoot for fully raw asap, but I feel liberated! I just know that mom is not going to support my decision to give up eating all animals and animal products, so it's going to be hard, but I am determined. I just wish that she would at least by more fruits and veggies, I used to eat them all the time when I was little, so what is the big deal?! I'm not going to rant, but I just hope she would at least encourage me ever once in awhile. Eva, my step-mom, encourages me all the time, she wants to see me succeed! I do too, I am sick of feeling like crap and being fat. Yeah that is right I have accepted the fact that I am fat. No I'm not bashing myself I am just accepting that I have excess weight on my body that needs to go. So my plan is to live a healthier lifestyle. So I went to the gym with my dad last night and I pushed through 10 minutes on level 2 on the elliptical and it kicked my ass, then I went and biked for another 11 minutes and then ran on the treadmill for a little over 5 minutes. I feel awesome! I am dancing around and kind of in a funny mood. Like I am extremely happy and just elated really, but like I am laughing like crazy. Other than that my week has been pretty uneventful, I loved it though. I am doing this thing where I wake up every day as if it were on purpose. In my opinion it was God's plan was to wake me up, and I am so thankful for yet another beautiful day. The weather has been so awesome! Breezy, light, and not that cold or hot. I LOVE it!
So that is it for now, I have to go dance! I will see you awesome people next blog! <3
~Ciao~
Wednesday, March 12, 2014
Hey ya'll!
Hey loyals! How are ya? I'm having a great day! It's just about time for me to hit the hay so this will be quick! So today has been fruitful! I have had a lot of fruit, and a big salad! I made my first froothie. It consisted a mango, a banana, and water. Now I know that really isn't nearly enough fruit, but I am trying so I will get better as I embark on this journey to a more natural lifestyle! I also watched and downloaded some videos today and it's been a fun day. I was lazy though, and I gotta get used to not staying up all night and morning.
So I am never coming back to Irving again. That is due to one person, my little brother Christopher. He literally punches me on the arms all day, won't listen to anything we tell him to do. He doesn't know what the words No or Stop mean! He won't stop bothering me, I know he's only 5, but damn just leave me alone for 5 minutes! I'm not his age or even close to his age so I can't and don't relate to him! So I am not gonna torture myself anymore by coming here!
Well I'm off to go to sleep! I love you loyals and I will see you awesome people next blog!
~Ciao~ <3
So I am never coming back to Irving again. That is due to one person, my little brother Christopher. He literally punches me on the arms all day, won't listen to anything we tell him to do. He doesn't know what the words No or Stop mean! He won't stop bothering me, I know he's only 5, but damn just leave me alone for 5 minutes! I'm not his age or even close to his age so I can't and don't relate to him! So I am not gonna torture myself anymore by coming here!
Well I'm off to go to sleep! I love you loyals and I will see you awesome people next blog!
~Ciao~ <3
Tuesday, March 11, 2014
So it's been a couple days!
ok guys it's been a couple days and wow nothing has changed except for my insight and perspective. i haven't consumed any animal or animal products since Saturday and I feel AWESOME! I feel as if I have a little more insight into the Raw Vegan/Cooked Vegan lifestyle. I am enjoying this journey so far and I just know this is really going to stick this time. So my perspective has changed on who I wanna be. I don't want to be the person I had become in college, or the person that I was when I let someone dictate my life and bully me into dropping everyone, except for her. I have also gained perspective in that I want to help people. I want to be an influence for people around me and others I haven't met yet. I want to travel and change the way people think. I know that I can't go back to college because I can't become what I was again and I hated sitting through lectures and just repeating high school all over again. It's not for me. Now I know some of you are gonna say that I need college to get a respectable job and have any hope for a career, but I don't want that. Yes I need a job and I will get one, but some of the most successful people in the world today never went to college or even finished high school. It's not about what you know exactly, it's more about who you know and how you use who and a little of what you know to improve others' lives. I want to experience the world, it's about time that I take action. There is this 2014 Thailand Fruit Festival this July and I so want to go. All I need is a plane ticket and I can get a job after Spring Break then I could save up and go. Well I need a passport too, of course, it may take until July to do this, but I think it would be fun. There are places to stay there that range from free to $1000 a night. Of course I would try to stay as cheap as possible. It's July 1-15 and I think it's possible. I mean it is a unrealistic expectation to believe that I will actually go, but my new policy is to shoot for the sky and maybe end up among the stars.
So now time for something a little more serious. I just reread the messages that I had sent Warrior when everything blew up in my face. She set off so many truth bombs that I needed to hear and I didn't pay attention to what she was trying to tell me. I honestly can't believe I let the ex-roommate type all of those mean things. I let her, I owed it to Warrior to be a decent friend and a decent human being and I was neither. I read those messages and they don't even sound like me, yes I was pretty bad at cussing back then and I had changed a lot, but what she said sounded like her, not me. I am the biggest idiot in the world for letting that happen. Everything happens for a reason though, so maybe it was meant to happen. Maybe so I could finally be rid of the ex-roommate in a complete turn around away. Warrior and I had to end our friendship so that I could see the ex-roommate for who she really was and get her out of my life. I should have realized from the first moment that we shouldn't have been friends. You wanna know the first thing she said to me after Warrior visited me for the first time up at the college? She said that she did not like Warrior and a bunch of other nasty things I care not to repeat. There were so many signs that I just ignored, like the first time I cut class, or the first time I stayed up for literally 3 days straight. Soooooooooo... what I am doing right now is that I am looking through my Facebook and deleting all those pics of us and any picture of me that doesn't have good taste. I really let my cleavage hang all out there and that's not good since I have big bahoobies. I am disgusted with who I was. See The Bible says, and I am paraphrasing here to best of my ability, If you hang around wicked people you will soon learn their ways and become just like them. THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED! Now I am not trying to bash anybody here, ok I am not friends with the ex-roommate, nor do I talk to her, but that doesn't give me any right to judge her. I have judged Warrior unfairly though. I threw her to the side and for that I can never say sorry enough. I am sorry though, I hope we can friends again one day.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyways I hope you like this blog and if you do give it a thumbs up and leave any questions or comments in the section below and I will see you awesome people next blog!
~Ciao~ <3
So now time for something a little more serious. I just reread the messages that I had sent Warrior when everything blew up in my face. She set off so many truth bombs that I needed to hear and I didn't pay attention to what she was trying to tell me. I honestly can't believe I let the ex-roommate type all of those mean things. I let her, I owed it to Warrior to be a decent friend and a decent human being and I was neither. I read those messages and they don't even sound like me, yes I was pretty bad at cussing back then and I had changed a lot, but what she said sounded like her, not me. I am the biggest idiot in the world for letting that happen. Everything happens for a reason though, so maybe it was meant to happen. Maybe so I could finally be rid of the ex-roommate in a complete turn around away. Warrior and I had to end our friendship so that I could see the ex-roommate for who she really was and get her out of my life. I should have realized from the first moment that we shouldn't have been friends. You wanna know the first thing she said to me after Warrior visited me for the first time up at the college? She said that she did not like Warrior and a bunch of other nasty things I care not to repeat. There were so many signs that I just ignored, like the first time I cut class, or the first time I stayed up for literally 3 days straight. Soooooooooo... what I am doing right now is that I am looking through my Facebook and deleting all those pics of us and any picture of me that doesn't have good taste. I really let my cleavage hang all out there and that's not good since I have big bahoobies. I am disgusted with who I was. See The Bible says, and I am paraphrasing here to best of my ability, If you hang around wicked people you will soon learn their ways and become just like them. THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED! Now I am not trying to bash anybody here, ok I am not friends with the ex-roommate, nor do I talk to her, but that doesn't give me any right to judge her. I have judged Warrior unfairly though. I threw her to the side and for that I can never say sorry enough. I am sorry though, I hope we can friends again one day.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyways I hope you like this blog and if you do give it a thumbs up and leave any questions or comments in the section below and I will see you awesome people next blog!
~Ciao~ <3
Sunday, March 9, 2014
it has been so loooooong!
ok so it has been quite a while since i have posted and i have so much to catch you up on! so i am still unemployed, and I am actually kinda liking not having a job, but i know i need one so i am going to continue looking. i am considering moving to Dallas and trying to find something here. the reason i say here is because i am visiting my dad for spring break which is how i have internet! ok so now here is the sugar! i am completely 100% vegan! yes that is right Unbroken is finally all vegan! now i know it sounds crazy, because no one in my family is going to be vegan, but i can't be a part of that cruelty anymore!
so i watched a video, actually a speech that Freelee the Banana Girl uploaded to her YouTube channel, now it is a speech form a while back, but it is still relevant to this very day! It made me cry, laugh, and angry at certain points. i recommend you watch this and then explore it even further, read into the vegan movement! try to do as much research as possible, and don't believe everything at first glance, research deeper and just keep going. So here is the video! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KE-Yb6MVl8c&list=UULwUd5KtYONsRJ3UAOojZ0w
GO WATCH THIS NOW!!! ok? Did you watch it? I know it's long, but it is worth it! soooooooooooooooooo i hope you like it because i love it! i just wish there was a love button because it deserves it!
yeah so Brock and i talked on Facebook today and he apologized for what happened btwn us but i was like no it's all my fault, but he is just the sweetest person. He is the best guy friend I have ever have. So we got to talking about how my life has been going and how I don't smoke that weed anymore and I am doing better. I am not in college and all that blah blah blah you guys already know! OMG guess what I did!? Ok so back when we had internet my ex-roommate would still try to talk to me and she tried to tell me what to do and was still putting me down and I just had had enough! So I unfriended her and another so called "friend" and I don't talk to them anymore. At first they were like Maggs where are you? what's going on? and they kept friend requesting, but now they have stopped and I am so glad because I do not want them or need them in my life anymore.
Ok so sorry I had to bring out the hatin for a second. Oh I almost forgot I don't listen to rap music as much anymore! Like maybe the old rap I listened to before college,like Eminem, Flo Rida, and you know people like that, but the hard core rap I was forced to listened to and then started to enjoy is out of my head now and I actually can't stand it again! So that's good right?
Ok so Brock tried to get me and Warrior talking again, but to no avail she was not online apparently. I told him not to force it and that she needs time to forget how crappy I was to her, but he was not gonna have it.
So I guess Warrior either forgot or just didn't even think about it, but she is still friends with my sister on Facebook so I now can see what she is up to. Which is really good because I had no idea, but she has a boyfriend now. I was like woah wait is it one of the past bfs? Because I know how hard it can be and we both have a habit of going back to boyfriends, so I was excited, but wary to hear about it. So I get on my sister's Facebook and checked him out and omg he is cute. I am def jealous. I hope she's happy. I also looked on her page a little and I saw a few pics of Maya, the puppy she bought, and she has gotten so big! She is over 6 months old now and is so beautiful, and really has grown so much. I wish I could see her and you know just start over. My mom doesn't want me to be friends with them ever again, but hey it's my life. Sorry this blog post is so long just bear with me. So I also saw some new pics of Warrior and she looks awesome. I believe that her hair is lighter now and I love it!
Ok so I hope that you enjoyed reading this blog and until next go vegan! I will see you awesome people next blog!
P.S. I'm thinking of starting a vlog channel, what you loyals think?
OK byeeee!
~Ciao~
so i watched a video, actually a speech that Freelee the Banana Girl uploaded to her YouTube channel, now it is a speech form a while back, but it is still relevant to this very day! It made me cry, laugh, and angry at certain points. i recommend you watch this and then explore it even further, read into the vegan movement! try to do as much research as possible, and don't believe everything at first glance, research deeper and just keep going. So here is the video! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KE-Yb6MVl8c&list=UULwUd5KtYONsRJ3UAOojZ0w
GO WATCH THIS NOW!!! ok? Did you watch it? I know it's long, but it is worth it! soooooooooooooooooo i hope you like it because i love it! i just wish there was a love button because it deserves it!
yeah so Brock and i talked on Facebook today and he apologized for what happened btwn us but i was like no it's all my fault, but he is just the sweetest person. He is the best guy friend I have ever have. So we got to talking about how my life has been going and how I don't smoke that weed anymore and I am doing better. I am not in college and all that blah blah blah you guys already know! OMG guess what I did!? Ok so back when we had internet my ex-roommate would still try to talk to me and she tried to tell me what to do and was still putting me down and I just had had enough! So I unfriended her and another so called "friend" and I don't talk to them anymore. At first they were like Maggs where are you? what's going on? and they kept friend requesting, but now they have stopped and I am so glad because I do not want them or need them in my life anymore.
Ok so sorry I had to bring out the hatin for a second. Oh I almost forgot I don't listen to rap music as much anymore! Like maybe the old rap I listened to before college,like Eminem, Flo Rida, and you know people like that, but the hard core rap I was forced to listened to and then started to enjoy is out of my head now and I actually can't stand it again! So that's good right?
Ok so Brock tried to get me and Warrior talking again, but to no avail she was not online apparently. I told him not to force it and that she needs time to forget how crappy I was to her, but he was not gonna have it.
So I guess Warrior either forgot or just didn't even think about it, but she is still friends with my sister on Facebook so I now can see what she is up to. Which is really good because I had no idea, but she has a boyfriend now. I was like woah wait is it one of the past bfs? Because I know how hard it can be and we both have a habit of going back to boyfriends, so I was excited, but wary to hear about it. So I get on my sister's Facebook and checked him out and omg he is cute. I am def jealous. I hope she's happy. I also looked on her page a little and I saw a few pics of Maya, the puppy she bought, and she has gotten so big! She is over 6 months old now and is so beautiful, and really has grown so much. I wish I could see her and you know just start over. My mom doesn't want me to be friends with them ever again, but hey it's my life. Sorry this blog post is so long just bear with me. So I also saw some new pics of Warrior and she looks awesome. I believe that her hair is lighter now and I love it!
Ok so I hope that you enjoyed reading this blog and until next go vegan! I will see you awesome people next blog!
P.S. I'm thinking of starting a vlog channel, what you loyals think?
OK byeeee!
~Ciao~
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
i know i promised...
hey guys wassup? I know I said I wasn't going to rant to you but I have to get this out! Ok so it's been a few days and nothing from anywhere I have applied! It's very frustrating that not one damn person wants me to work for them, I know I don't have any experience whatsoever in the work world, oh you know except for common sense, but no that's not valuable to anyone! Can anyone out there help me!? Sorry I shouldn't even ask that, but I am past the point of desperate! I want to be able to help my mom out and save up for a place of my own. I may end up moving to Dallas and see what I can get out there. I just am at the end of my rope here! I want to make a life for myself! College isn't for me, I have learned that, but right now it would be an improvement form the shitty situation I am in right now. Yes that is selfish of me and yes there are people far worse off than me, but right now I am concerned about myself, nothing I can do to help those people until I help myself. I just can't take it anymore! That is affecting every aspect of my life, especially my health. I feel sad again and depressed and I cry again at nothing. It is just too much for me! Okay so I hope ya'll like this, sorrynotsorry if you don't. Have a great night of rest and I will see you awesome people next blog!
P.S. Thanks for reading and letting me rant again!
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~Ciao~
P.S. Thanks for reading and letting me rant again!
<3
~Ciao~
wassup?
hey errrrrrbody?!!! how are you on this lovely morning!? I am having a nice fresh start to an awesome day. I was feeling a little crappy when I woke up, but I had some breakfast and now I feel better. So far today I haven't done much, but I am about to do a LOT! I am going to reorganize my closet to where everything actually fits! I am gonna clean and possibly do the dishes again. I will hopefully stay as vegan as possible. I had some wheat toast for bfast, 3 pieces; but bread is so high in sodium so I am going to try to stay away form it. Now in this journey I wish to embark on I will have a back up plan. My first plan is to go high car, low fat, low sodium, raw vegan. Plan B is to go cooked vegan, which is just eating faux foods, like faux mac n'cheese and so on and so forth. I hope I can do this, I really believe the cooked food cravings are leaving because I saw my family eating a burger yesterday and I didn't even have an urge to go and make myself one. I see commercials about all these cooked foods and animal products and they just don't appeal to me like they used to.
Ok so today's scriptures are Hebrews 1 and it is amazing, it's about what God made Christ for and what He made angels for. I love it! The second is Genesis 45:1-46:27, and that is a continuation of yesterday's and it is still captivating. The last is Psalm 36, that is about how the wicked and evil doers plot against the Godly and how think and how that when God conquers them, they don't return. I hope you read those verses!
So I hope everyone had a great time reading this and I hope it was relevant to your day. I will be posting again later today if I can, and that may include some pictures! Ok so I am gonna go because my computer is about to restart, but I wish you a great day and I will see you awesome people next blog!
<3
~Ciao~
Ok so today's scriptures are Hebrews 1 and it is amazing, it's about what God made Christ for and what He made angels for. I love it! The second is Genesis 45:1-46:27, and that is a continuation of yesterday's and it is still captivating. The last is Psalm 36, that is about how the wicked and evil doers plot against the Godly and how think and how that when God conquers them, they don't return. I hope you read those verses!
So I hope everyone had a great time reading this and I hope it was relevant to your day. I will be posting again later today if I can, and that may include some pictures! Ok so I am gonna go because my computer is about to restart, but I wish you a great day and I will see you awesome people next blog!
<3
~Ciao~
Tuesday, February 4, 2014
Hi Loyals!
Hey guys wassup? Oh my gosh it's been such a great day! I have had so much fun today. I made some plain mash potatoes and a bunch of salad today! Salad is so amazingly satisfying, I can't even believe sometimes. I feel so full, overly full almost! So I watched a Freelee the Banana Girl video today, a new one, and it made me cry! I have seen a video about the slaughterhouse before, but never something quite like this. I will never touch meet again! I will never eat another animal by product again if I can help it! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kD0RTBtl0Pc I recommend you go watch this right away, in my opinion if you are gonna eat a burger you should at least know what is in it. I just am absolutely gutted by all of this. I can't believe that people would actually do that to these poor defenseless animals. It makes me sick to my stomach that I used to eat these animals, and that I shoveled all this crap into my system.
Anyways, today has been a productive day! I washed the dishes, cleaned out the fridge about halfway and I did some laundry. I just completed my vision book! It is comprised of things that I want out of life, what I want to look like, and inspiration. I also put some foods in there that I can eat to my heart's content! I think that is gonna be the way I jump start this life style! There is this other video that I absolutely love, it is a parody of Roar by Katy Perry and it's pretty awesome! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Mx5p954rjU Def watch this too! It is very catchy.
Okay so that is pretty much it for now,I will post tomorrow if I can. Until then I will see you awesome people next blog! God Bless!
<3
~Ciao~
Anyways, today has been a productive day! I washed the dishes, cleaned out the fridge about halfway and I did some laundry. I just completed my vision book! It is comprised of things that I want out of life, what I want to look like, and inspiration. I also put some foods in there that I can eat to my heart's content! I think that is gonna be the way I jump start this life style! There is this other video that I absolutely love, it is a parody of Roar by Katy Perry and it's pretty awesome! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Mx5p954rjU Def watch this too! It is very catchy.
Okay so that is pretty much it for now,I will post tomorrow if I can. Until then I will see you awesome people next blog! God Bless!
<3
~Ciao~
good morning
Hey guys! I should apologize for yesterday, I was stressed out and overheated. I'm sorry. I have anger issues that I need to deal with. I need to realize that when something doesn't go as planned I just need to take a step back and breathe. I shouldn't take it out on anybody, especially you guys, you, my loyals, are awesome. So no more! If I feel the need to scream or be angry I am going to try a different outlet to express it. So how is everyone today? I am feeling great, I hope you are too. Last night I stress ate, I won't tel you what it was, but it was bad. I gotta learn not to emotional eat anymore. I'm trying, it's an uphill battle, but I am committed! I am going to win this battle.
Ok today's scriptures I would like to share are Luke 24:13-53, it's awesome; it continues the story about Jesus and it amazes me how people interacted back then. The next verse is Genesis 44, now that is a continuation and still very captivating. It is how Joseph wants to keep his little brother there with him. To me it's all about family, family is what holds everyone together, and we should cherish what family we have. The last verse of scripture I would like to share is Psalm 35, that is an awesome psalm about how the Lord will protect his people if we just ask. You know if you ask you will receive, knock and the door will be opened. I hope you like those and you actually look them up and devote some time to God.
So today I don't have much planned I am going to try to eat healthy and try to exercise, but I don't know how much I will get done. I am feeling a bit lazy today, it isn't the best to be lazy, but everyone needs some rest every once in awhile. So I will update you later if I still have internet, but I wish you a great rest of the day. I hope you found this mildly entertaining and I will see you awesome people next blog. God Bless
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~Ciao~
Ok today's scriptures I would like to share are Luke 24:13-53, it's awesome; it continues the story about Jesus and it amazes me how people interacted back then. The next verse is Genesis 44, now that is a continuation and still very captivating. It is how Joseph wants to keep his little brother there with him. To me it's all about family, family is what holds everyone together, and we should cherish what family we have. The last verse of scripture I would like to share is Psalm 35, that is an awesome psalm about how the Lord will protect his people if we just ask. You know if you ask you will receive, knock and the door will be opened. I hope you like those and you actually look them up and devote some time to God.
So today I don't have much planned I am going to try to eat healthy and try to exercise, but I don't know how much I will get done. I am feeling a bit lazy today, it isn't the best to be lazy, but everyone needs some rest every once in awhile. So I will update you later if I still have internet, but I wish you a great rest of the day. I hope you found this mildly entertaining and I will see you awesome people next blog. God Bless
<3
~Ciao~
Monday, February 3, 2014
This world is f**ked up!
America is a screw up system where no one and I mean no one can get a job! I have applied an applied everywhere and not a damn thing! I was just trying to apply at Olive Garden, but no the website has to log me out of it and just stop my application. This world is so stupid! This is my rant so bear with me and if I cuss and you don't like it then get off of my blog! It's like the universe doesn't want me to have a job, doesn't want me to succeed! You know? You catch my drift? UGH!!! I JUST WANT TO SCREAM!!!
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Ok now that it is out of system virtually, I may go scream into a pillow! I know I need to calm down, but I am just so damn mad! UGH! There's is my mini rant!
~Ciao~
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Ok now that it is out of system virtually, I may go scream into a pillow! I know I need to calm down, but I am just so damn mad! UGH! There's is my mini rant!
~Ciao~
It's gonna be the best day of my life, my liiiife!!!
Good morning everybody! How are you?! I am having such a great day already! I realized that sharing the entire scripture may be a little too much for some people. Now I know not everyone has all the time in the world to read this, even though I believe we should all always strive to make time for God. I also realize not everyone reads the NLT version of The Bible so I will just give you the verses and it will be up to you to go read them. The first verse of scripture is Luke 24:1-12. It's about Jesus' resurrection. The second verse is Genesis 43, and it's a continuation about Joseph and his brothers and the famine. It's very captivating, I can't wait to read the next part. The last verse of scripture I would like to share is Psalm 34. I like this psalm because it gives us a tidbit of a guideline, but then it gives us hope for a future! Well I hope that you will take the precious time to read those verses and devote some time to God. I know I always feel better when I do, and I always have a better day when I start it off with God.
So today so far I had some toast, I know that it isn't raw, but that is all I got. I am going to try to eat as healthy as possible. I will be eating a lot of potatoes today! You know I used to eat this chicken rice and I ate it for years not knowing what it was truly made of. It turns out that it has chicken fat in it. I was disgusted to the point where I wanted to throw up. I will NEVER eat that again. Now I just hope I can get my family on board soon.
So guys I may not be posting for awhile, because the internet and cable will be cut off for a few months. I am just letting you know I won't post because of that , not because of lack of inspiration.
Well I hope you found this interesting and I will see you awesome people next blog.
<3
~Ciao~
Sunday, February 2, 2014
RAWESOME Day!
Today was amazing! I have eaten raw all day! I ate oranges and oranges and a salad until 4 p.m. and then I baked some potato wedges with no oil, salt, pepper, and the best part they tasted amazing! I feel amazing too! I didn't eat as much as I should have because we don't have enough food in this house. I mean we have food, but not the right kind of food. I also didn't get as much filtered water as I should have, but I have been eating fruit and veggies which sort of makes up for it. I sort of fruited and rooted myself today! I'm proud, today was a victory. My first full day as a raw vegan! In a sense it was absofruitly rawesome! I just hope I can keep doing this! I resisted temptation when my mother made fish sticks and I resisted frying up the potatoes with some pepper and ketchup. I had no idea that potatoes had a natural salty taste and I haven't been this happy and satisfied and full in a while! So now for a little rant. For the first time in a while my ex roommate talked to me on Facebook. It just made me realize why I never want a friend like her in my life again. I told her about this lifestyle I want to be a part of and she just knocked me down. I explained it to her and she said that that it was, and I quote," Ewh..... Blech..... Boring ass food I like good ass food.." Really? Since when are yummy fruits and veggies boring or gross? They are the best things in life for you. When my mother was pregnant with me she mainly ate salads and I LOOOOVE me some lettuce and tomato! I wasn't raised on just plain veggies and fruit, but I always made sure to eat a lot of them. Now that I think about it when I was younger I did eat more veggies and fruit than I do now and I was a lot healthier! I started to gain weight because I started to eat a bunch of crap. Well no more! I am NEVER eating at a fast food restaurant ever again. I actually haven't in awhile, a good long while and I feel better knowing that there is an alternative to eating all these animals and animal products! So here is another rant of mine. Yesterday my mother made a comment about the Baptist church and the Baptist beliefs. She was talking how she wanted to go to church and that I could go with her, but I told her that I will only go to the Baptist church and she said she doesn't like Baptists because we put on a show and we only want the money from donations and the publicity, that it is all fake. I am astonished by this! I literally was shocked to see her say that. I have never in any way knocked any denomination's beliefs and there she was mocking and knocking the denomination and beliefs that I very much believe in! I was speechless! The Baptist denomination is in now way what she said and it hurt to hear that. I feel like I have to defend that all the time and that is just ridiculous! Today when I was watching a church program on t.v. she began to make snarky comments and throw a fit when she saw that I was watching it. It's just awful! Anyways those are my rants for the night, I hope you found this entertaining and useful or hopeful! That is it for now I am off to bed! I will see you awesome people next blog! Good night and God Bless!
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~Ciao~
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Cornerstone
That song is resonating in me right now! It's by Hillsong and if you haven't heard it go listen right this moment! So do you like it? It's a great way to praise God and to start off your day! Well this morning I slept in a little and I had such vivid dreams! I actually felt like the dream was happening! Then I wake up, but they felt so real. One of the dreams I saw the skyline of this beautiful paradise and it felt like I was there! I woke up shortly after, but for that brief moment I felt such happiness and so at peace with everything. I can't adequately describe it, it was just the best feeling ever. So I watched First Baptist Texarkana on t.v. again this morning and the message was absolutely amazing! They are starting a new series called True Worship. It's going to be about growing in our relationship with God and becoming TRUE worshipers. Today's message was titled What is Worship? It was about defining worship and highlighting the essentials we all need to have knowledge of to truly and honestly worship. The passage we focused on was Psalm 95:1-8 It is an awesome part of scripture and you should def check it out! The pastor there talked about how quiet some people expect you to be in church. He says that it's all a lie because in the Psalm it talks about SHOUTING to the Lord and rejoicing in the fact that we get to worship Him and praise Him. See to me that is so true because I don't like to be quiet, not just in church, but in all aspects of my life. I am not a quiet person and if you tell me to be quiet I usually get louder. So when there are singing songs of praise to God I sing with my full voice, I SHOUT my amen's, and I love to get all jazzed up for the Lord. You know Pastor Jeff Schreve asked if we are all the way 100% jacked up for the Lord! He used the example of grandparents and their grand babies and how excited they get around them. He pointed out something in me that I intend to change. I don't get as excited about worshiping the Lord as I used to. I get so excited and jacked up about music and my health and life. I mean it's good to be excited about those, but I need to be more excited for the Lord! So I'm going to do the K-Love 30 day challenge! For 30 days I will listen nothing but K-love music. K-Love is a GREAT radio station and I def recommend it! So wish me luck, but I know this is gonna be a great 30 days! So back to what the message was about. The 3 essentials needed to know are 1. To worship God, you have to see who God is. The Lord is a GREAT God who can do anything. 2. To worship God, you have to see who God is to you. The Lord loves you and He is your Father that is proud to be our Dad and to be our God. 3. Lastly to worship God, you have to respond to him. You respond with reverence and awe and with ALL that is within you. Worship can be defined as our loving, adoring "all that is within me" response to the revelation of God and of all that he is and does. Now we can all get a little bit distracted, but when we go to worship the Lord we should those distraction and go fully in with Him. I really loved that sermon and worship service, now I know how to TRULY worship God. Ok so now here are my daily devotionals of scripture.
34 Jesus said, “Father, forgive them, for they don’t know what they are doing.”[e] And the soldiers gambled for his clothes by throwing dice.[f]
35 The crowd watched and the leaders scoffed. “He saved others,” they said, “let him save himself if he is really God’s Messiah, the Chosen One.” 36 The soldiers mocked him, too, by offering him a drink of sour wine. 37 They called out to him, “If you are the King of the Jews, save yourself!” 38 A sign was fastened above him with these words: “This is the King of the Jews.”
39 One of the criminals hanging beside him scoffed, “So you’re the Messiah, are you? Prove it by saving yourself—and us, too, while you’re at it!”
40 But the other criminal protested, “Don’t you fear God even when you have been sentenced to die?41 We deserve to die for our crimes, but this man hasn’t done anything wrong.” 42 Then he said, “Jesus, remember me when you come into your Kingdom.”
43 And Jesus replied, “I assure you, today you will be with me in paradise.”
Isn't that just horrible what they did to Him?
6 Since Joseph was governor of all Egypt and in charge of selling grain to all the people, it was to him that his brothers came. When they arrived, they bowed before him with their faces to the ground.7 Joseph recognized his brothers instantly, but he pretended to be a stranger and spoke harshly to them. “Where are you from?” he demanded.
“From the land of Canaan,” they replied. “We have come to buy food.”
8 Although Joseph recognized his brothers, they didn’t recognize him. 9 And he remembered the dreams he’d had about them many years before. He said to them, “You are spies! You have come to see how vulnerable our land has become.”
10 “No, my lord!” they exclaimed. “Your servants have simply come to buy food. 11 We are all brothers—members of the same family. We are honest men, sir! We are not spies!”
12 “Yes, you are!” Joseph insisted. “You have come to see how vulnerable our land has become.”
13 “Sir,” they said, “there are actually twelve of us. We, your servants, are all brothers, sons of a man living in the land of Canaan. Our youngest brother is back there with our father right now, and one of our brothers is no longer with us.”
14 But Joseph insisted, “As I said, you are spies! 15 This is how I will test your story. I swear by the life of Pharaoh that you will never leave Egypt unless your youngest brother comes here! 16 One of you must go and get your brother. I’ll keep the rest of you here in prison. Then we’ll find out whether or not your story is true. By the life of Pharaoh, if it turns out that you don’t have a younger brother, then I’ll know you are spies.”
17 So Joseph put them all in prison for three days. 18 On the third day Joseph said to them, “I am a God-fearing man. If you do as I say, you will live. 19 If you really are honest men, choose one of your brothers to remain in prison. The rest of you may go home with grain for your starving families. 20 But you must bring your youngest brother back to me. This will prove that you are telling the truth, and you will not die.” To this they agreed.
21 Speaking among themselves, they said, “Clearly we are being punished because of what we did to Joseph long ago. We saw his anguish when he pleaded for his life, but we wouldn’t listen. That’s why we’re in this trouble.”
22 “Didn’t I tell you not to sin against the boy?” Reuben asked. “But you wouldn’t listen. And now we have to answer for his blood!”
23 Of course, they didn’t know that Joseph understood them, for he had been speaking to them through an interpreter. 24 Now he turned away from them and began to weep. When he regained his composure, he spoke to them again. Then he chose Simeon from among them and had him tied up right before their eyes.
25 Joseph then ordered his servants to fill the men’s sacks with grain, but he also gave secret instructions to return each brother’s payment at the top of his sack. He also gave them supplies for their journey home. 26 So the brothers loaded their donkeys with the grain and headed for home.
27 But when they stopped for the night and one of them opened his sack to get grain for his donkey, he found his money in the top of his sack. 28 “Look!” he exclaimed to his brothers. “My money has been returned; it’s here in my sack!” Then their hearts sank. Trembling, they said to each other, “What has God done to us?”
29 When the brothers came to their father, Jacob, in the land of Canaan, they told him everything that had happened to them. 30 “The man who is governor of the land spoke very harshly to us,” they told him. “He accused us of being spies scouting the land. 31 But we said, ‘We are honest men, not spies.32 We are twelve brothers, sons of one father. One brother is no longer with us, and the youngest is at home with our father in the land of Canaan.’
33 “Then the man who is governor of the land told us, ‘This is how I will find out if you are honest men. Leave one of your brothers here with me, and take grain for your starving families and go on home. 34 But you must bring your youngest brother back to me. Then I will know you are honest men and not spies. Then I will give you back your brother, and you may trade freely in the land.’”
35 As they emptied out their sacks, there in each man’s sack was the bag of money he had paid for the grain! The brothers and their father were terrified when they saw the bags of money. 36 Jacob exclaimed, “You are robbing me of my children! Joseph is gone! Simeon is gone! And now you want to take Benjamin, too. Everything is going against me!”
37 Then Reuben said to his father, “You may kill my two sons if I don’t bring Benjamin back to you. I’ll be responsible for him, and I promise to bring him back.”
38 But Jacob replied, “My son will not go down with you. His brother Joseph is dead, and he is all I have left. If anything should happen to him on your journey, you would send this grieving, white-haired man to his grave.[b]”
Wow can you imagine not recognizing your own brother and having to go through something like that?
Lastly I would like to share:
That is a great Psalm, as they all are, but it's amazing because it gives you a little guideline to follow and some expectations we should all want.
So I hope that was helpful to you and I hope you have a great day and I will post more in a few hours! God bless!
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Luke 23:26-56
New Living Translation (NLT)
The Crucifixion
26 As they led Jesus away, a man named Simon, who was from Cyrene,[a] happened to be coming in from the countryside. The soldiers seized him and put the cross on him and made him carry it behind Jesus. 27 A large crowd trailed behind, including many grief-stricken women. 28 But Jesus turned and said to them, “Daughters of Jerusalem, don’t weep for me, but weep for yourselves and for your children. 29 For the days are coming when they will say, ‘Fortunate indeed are the women who are childless, the wombs that have not borne a child and the breasts that have never nursed.’ 30 People will beg the mountains, ‘Fall on us,’ and plead with the hills, ‘Bury us.’[b] 31 For if these things are done when the tree is green, what will happen when it is dry?[c]”
32 Two others, both criminals, were led out to be executed with him. 33 When they came to a place called The Skull,[d] they nailed him to the cross. And the criminals were also crucified—one on his right and one on his left.34 Jesus said, “Father, forgive them, for they don’t know what they are doing.”[e] And the soldiers gambled for his clothes by throwing dice.[f]
35 The crowd watched and the leaders scoffed. “He saved others,” they said, “let him save himself if he is really God’s Messiah, the Chosen One.” 36 The soldiers mocked him, too, by offering him a drink of sour wine. 37 They called out to him, “If you are the King of the Jews, save yourself!” 38 A sign was fastened above him with these words: “This is the King of the Jews.”
39 One of the criminals hanging beside him scoffed, “So you’re the Messiah, are you? Prove it by saving yourself—and us, too, while you’re at it!”
40 But the other criminal protested, “Don’t you fear God even when you have been sentenced to die?41 We deserve to die for our crimes, but this man hasn’t done anything wrong.” 42 Then he said, “Jesus, remember me when you come into your Kingdom.”
43 And Jesus replied, “I assure you, today you will be with me in paradise.”
The Death of Jesus
44 By this time it was about noon, and darkness fell across the whole land until three o’clock. 45 The light from the sun was gone. And suddenly, the curtain in the sanctuary of the Temple was torn down the middle. 46 Then Jesus shouted, “Father, I entrust my spirit into your hands!”[g] And with those words he breathed his last.
47 When the Roman officer[h] overseeing the execution saw what had happened, he worshiped God and said, “Surely this man was innocent.[i]” 48 And when all the crowd that came to see the crucifixion saw what had happened, they went home in deep sorrow.[j] 49 But Jesus’ friends, including the women who had followed him from Galilee, stood at a distance watching.The Burial of Jesus
50 Now there was a good and righteous man named Joseph. He was a member of the Jewish high council, 51 but he had not agreed with the decision and actions of the other religious leaders. He was from the town of Arimathea in Judea, and he was waiting for the Kingdom of God to come. 52 He went to Pilate and asked for Jesus’ body. 53 Then he took the body down from the cross and wrapped it in a long sheet of linen cloth and laid it in a new tomb that had been carved out of rock. 54 This was done late on Friday afternoon, the day of preparation,[k] as the Sabbath was about to begin.
55 As his body was taken away, the women from Galilee followed and saw the tomb where his body was placed. 56 Then they went home and prepared spices and ointments to anoint his body. But by the time they were finished the Sabbath had begun, so they rested as required by the law.Isn't that just horrible what they did to Him?
Genesis 42
New Living Translation (NLT)
Joseph’s Brothers Go to Egypt
42 When Jacob heard that grain was available in Egypt, he said to his sons, “Why are you standing around looking at one another? 2 I have heard there is grain in Egypt. Go down there, and buy enough grain to keep us alive. Otherwise we’ll die.”
3 So Joseph’s ten older brothers went down to Egypt to buy grain. 4 But Jacob wouldn’t let Joseph’s younger brother, Benjamin, go with them, for fear some harm might come to him. 5 So Jacob’s[a] sons arrived in Egypt along with others to buy food, for the famine was in Canaan as well.6 Since Joseph was governor of all Egypt and in charge of selling grain to all the people, it was to him that his brothers came. When they arrived, they bowed before him with their faces to the ground.7 Joseph recognized his brothers instantly, but he pretended to be a stranger and spoke harshly to them. “Where are you from?” he demanded.
“From the land of Canaan,” they replied. “We have come to buy food.”
8 Although Joseph recognized his brothers, they didn’t recognize him. 9 And he remembered the dreams he’d had about them many years before. He said to them, “You are spies! You have come to see how vulnerable our land has become.”
10 “No, my lord!” they exclaimed. “Your servants have simply come to buy food. 11 We are all brothers—members of the same family. We are honest men, sir! We are not spies!”
12 “Yes, you are!” Joseph insisted. “You have come to see how vulnerable our land has become.”
13 “Sir,” they said, “there are actually twelve of us. We, your servants, are all brothers, sons of a man living in the land of Canaan. Our youngest brother is back there with our father right now, and one of our brothers is no longer with us.”
14 But Joseph insisted, “As I said, you are spies! 15 This is how I will test your story. I swear by the life of Pharaoh that you will never leave Egypt unless your youngest brother comes here! 16 One of you must go and get your brother. I’ll keep the rest of you here in prison. Then we’ll find out whether or not your story is true. By the life of Pharaoh, if it turns out that you don’t have a younger brother, then I’ll know you are spies.”
17 So Joseph put them all in prison for three days. 18 On the third day Joseph said to them, “I am a God-fearing man. If you do as I say, you will live. 19 If you really are honest men, choose one of your brothers to remain in prison. The rest of you may go home with grain for your starving families. 20 But you must bring your youngest brother back to me. This will prove that you are telling the truth, and you will not die.” To this they agreed.
21 Speaking among themselves, they said, “Clearly we are being punished because of what we did to Joseph long ago. We saw his anguish when he pleaded for his life, but we wouldn’t listen. That’s why we’re in this trouble.”
22 “Didn’t I tell you not to sin against the boy?” Reuben asked. “But you wouldn’t listen. And now we have to answer for his blood!”
23 Of course, they didn’t know that Joseph understood them, for he had been speaking to them through an interpreter. 24 Now he turned away from them and began to weep. When he regained his composure, he spoke to them again. Then he chose Simeon from among them and had him tied up right before their eyes.
25 Joseph then ordered his servants to fill the men’s sacks with grain, but he also gave secret instructions to return each brother’s payment at the top of his sack. He also gave them supplies for their journey home. 26 So the brothers loaded their donkeys with the grain and headed for home.
27 But when they stopped for the night and one of them opened his sack to get grain for his donkey, he found his money in the top of his sack. 28 “Look!” he exclaimed to his brothers. “My money has been returned; it’s here in my sack!” Then their hearts sank. Trembling, they said to each other, “What has God done to us?”
29 When the brothers came to their father, Jacob, in the land of Canaan, they told him everything that had happened to them. 30 “The man who is governor of the land spoke very harshly to us,” they told him. “He accused us of being spies scouting the land. 31 But we said, ‘We are honest men, not spies.32 We are twelve brothers, sons of one father. One brother is no longer with us, and the youngest is at home with our father in the land of Canaan.’
33 “Then the man who is governor of the land told us, ‘This is how I will find out if you are honest men. Leave one of your brothers here with me, and take grain for your starving families and go on home. 34 But you must bring your youngest brother back to me. Then I will know you are honest men and not spies. Then I will give you back your brother, and you may trade freely in the land.’”
35 As they emptied out their sacks, there in each man’s sack was the bag of money he had paid for the grain! The brothers and their father were terrified when they saw the bags of money. 36 Jacob exclaimed, “You are robbing me of my children! Joseph is gone! Simeon is gone! And now you want to take Benjamin, too. Everything is going against me!”
37 Then Reuben said to his father, “You may kill my two sons if I don’t bring Benjamin back to you. I’ll be responsible for him, and I promise to bring him back.”
38 But Jacob replied, “My son will not go down with you. His brother Joseph is dead, and he is all I have left. If anything should happen to him on your journey, you would send this grieving, white-haired man to his grave.[b]”
Wow can you imagine not recognizing your own brother and having to go through something like that?
Lastly I would like to share:
Psalm 33
New Living Translation (NLT)
Psalm 33
1 Let the godly sing for joy to the Lord;
it is fitting for the pure to praise him.
2 Praise the Lord with melodies on the lyre;
make music for him on the ten-stringed harp.
3 Sing a new song of praise to him;
play skillfully on the harp, and sing with joy.
4 For the word of the Lord holds true,
and we can trust everything he does.
5 He loves whatever is just and good;
the unfailing love of the Lord fills the earth.
it is fitting for the pure to praise him.
2 Praise the Lord with melodies on the lyre;
make music for him on the ten-stringed harp.
3 Sing a new song of praise to him;
play skillfully on the harp, and sing with joy.
4 For the word of the Lord holds true,
and we can trust everything he does.
5 He loves whatever is just and good;
the unfailing love of the Lord fills the earth.
6 The Lord merely spoke,
and the heavens were created.
He breathed the word,
and all the stars were born.
7 He assigned the sea its boundaries
and locked the oceans in vast reservoirs.
8 Let the whole world fear the Lord,
and let everyone stand in awe of him.
9 For when he spoke, the world began!
It appeared at his command.
and the heavens were created.
He breathed the word,
and all the stars were born.
7 He assigned the sea its boundaries
and locked the oceans in vast reservoirs.
8 Let the whole world fear the Lord,
and let everyone stand in awe of him.
9 For when he spoke, the world began!
It appeared at his command.
10 The Lord frustrates the plans of the nations
and thwarts all their schemes.
11 But the Lord’s plans stand firm forever;
his intentions can never be shaken.
and thwarts all their schemes.
11 But the Lord’s plans stand firm forever;
his intentions can never be shaken.
12 What joy for the nation whose God is the Lord,
whose people he has chosen as his inheritance.
whose people he has chosen as his inheritance.
13 The Lord looks down from heaven
and sees the whole human race.
14 From his throne he observes
all who live on the earth.
15 He made their hearts,
so he understands everything they do.
16 The best-equipped army cannot save a king,
nor is great strength enough to save a warrior.
17 Don’t count on your warhorse to give you victory—
for all its strength, it cannot save you.
and sees the whole human race.
14 From his throne he observes
all who live on the earth.
15 He made their hearts,
so he understands everything they do.
16 The best-equipped army cannot save a king,
nor is great strength enough to save a warrior.
17 Don’t count on your warhorse to give you victory—
for all its strength, it cannot save you.
18 But the Lord watches over those who fear him,
those who rely on his unfailing love.
19 He rescues them from death
and keeps them alive in times of famine.
those who rely on his unfailing love.
19 He rescues them from death
and keeps them alive in times of famine.
20 We put our hope in the Lord.
He is our help and our shield.
21 In him our hearts rejoice,
for we trust in his holy name.
22 Let your unfailing love surround us, Lord,
for our hope is in you alone.
He is our help and our shield.
21 In him our hearts rejoice,
for we trust in his holy name.
22 Let your unfailing love surround us, Lord,
for our hope is in you alone.
So I hope that was helpful to you and I hope you have a great day and I will post more in a few hours! God bless!
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