Subscribe!!! and an update!

hey guys happy Thursday! how are ya today? i am blogging to you from Texarkana College right now and it has been an awesome few days since my dads. It's also been a little weird, it's like I'm home, but I'm not. I want to go back sooo bad! Also it's just weird being back, it feels like it's been forever, when really it's only been 4 days! Well I am doing fine, I haven't fallen off the raw wagon again and I am smashing in the carbs and such, currently I am polishing off a bottle of orange juice. I couldn't find organic, but it's enough for now.
So now to the part I must tell you about! There is this Youtuber that you MUST subscribe to! He is very awesome, hilarious, and just an all around amazing human being! His channel is Nickalaws and here is the link so it will be easier for you too subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/Nickalaws  GO NOW!!! PLEASE! I know that is demanding, bu the is doing a giveaway of his tablet and I'm not gonna lie I want it. I know it's not good to want want want, but my tablet is dead and I could use a new one! Ok so go subscribe and have fun, watch his videos and subscribe to other awesome channels like Lush and Gaygod! They are awesome channels too! So here is like a few pictures of him so you can kinda tell if you want to subscribe, I mean who wouldn't want to he is an AWESOME person! Ok here!

ok also you should like and favorite his videos to make him more popular than the plastics! He always say that at the end of every video! Check him out ever Wednesday on YouTube!

Ok that is it for now loyals I will see you awesome people next blog! Byeeeeeeee! 

<3 

~Ciao~

quick update

so hey loyals this is a quick update!

I figured out why I started to fall off the raw wagon this soon! I am not eating enough carbohydrates! i get those carbs from the fruit and veggies and i'm not eating enough. there is not a good flow of glucose to my brain so that is why i grabbed those salty snacks! ALSO, I was lacking MOTIVATION! So I watched the Katy Perry Roar (RAW) Parody Video and it kinda kicked me in the can and reminded me that I gotta keep going! I can't give up now, I have to keep on the raw wagon!

So that's it for now I just want to get that out there! I wish you a great night! See ya!

P.S. I am also not getting enough sleep. Gotta work on that!

~Ciao~

Now it's the last day!

So I didn't know because of the weather, but today was actually the last day! Ok so it's been an ok today, I mean didn't do much soooooooo yeah....

This is going to be a short and sweet blog, right to the point. I cheated on my diet! I ate some crackers and chips! I know I know it was very bad of me! I feel horrible, and yes it is ok for me to me down on myself, it's the only way I will ever succeed! It's going to be ok in the end though!

So tomorrow at 9 in the morning I'll be going back home! So THIS is the last blog for a while! I think I'm going to start a food blog where I talk about my cravings and what I am eating, it will keep me on track and keep me motivated.

Ok so that is all I have for now, but I will see you awesome/amazing people next blog!

Much love to my loyals



~Ciao~

Last day

Hey loyals happy Friday! Hope you are having a fantastic day because I know that I am! So today is the last full day I will be here at my dad's on Spring Break vacation. =( I know I ranted on the last blog about my little bro and never coming back here, but I don't want to leave. It's always sad when I leave though. You think I would be used to it by now, I mean all the every other weekends spent at a different parent's house and the summers away from my mom or dad or certain holidays, but no matter how hard you try you can never really get used to it. So yeah I'm over my little rant, sorry about that! 

So now that I'll be leaving I won't be posting again for awhile. I'm gonna miss you guys! 

Anyways here is how my week has gone! It started out ok and progressed into awesome! I got to download a bunch of videos and I committed to something for the first time in my life! I am committed to the raw vegan/cooked vegan lifestyle! I am going to shoot for fully raw asap, but I feel liberated! I just know that mom is not going to support my decision to give up eating all animals and animal products, so it's going to be hard, but I am determined. I just wish that she would at least by more fruits and veggies, I used to eat them all the time when I was little, so what is the big deal?! I'm not going to rant, but I just hope she would at least encourage me ever once in awhile. Eva, my step-mom, encourages me all the time, she wants to see me succeed! I do too, I am sick of feeling like crap and being fat. Yeah that is right I have accepted the fact that I am fat. No I'm not bashing myself I am just accepting that I have excess weight on my body that needs to go. So my plan is to live a healthier lifestyle. So I went to the gym with my dad last night and I pushed through 10 minutes on level 2 on the elliptical and it kicked my ass, then I went and biked for another 11 minutes and then ran on the treadmill for a little over 5 minutes. I feel awesome! I am dancing around and kind of in a funny mood. Like I am extremely happy and just elated really, but like I am laughing like crazy. Other than that my week has been pretty uneventful, I loved it though. I am doing this thing where I wake up every day as if it were on purpose. In my opinion it was God's plan was to wake me up, and I am so thankful for yet another beautiful day. The weather has been so awesome! Breezy, light, and not that cold or hot. I LOVE it! 

So that is it for now, I have to go dance! I will see you awesome people next blog! <3 

~Ciao~

Hey ya'll!

Hey loyals! How are ya? I'm having a great day! It's just about time for me to hit the hay so this will be quick! So today has been fruitful! I have had a lot of fruit, and a big salad! I made my first froothie. It consisted a mango, a banana, and water. Now I know that really isn't nearly enough fruit, but I am trying so I will get better as I embark on this journey to a more natural lifestyle! I also watched and downloaded some videos today and it's been a fun day. I was lazy though, and I gotta get used to not staying up all night and morning.
So I am never coming back to Irving again. That is due to one person, my little brother Christopher. He literally punches me on the arms all day, won't listen to anything we tell him to do. He doesn't know what the words No or Stop mean! He won't stop bothering me, I know he's only 5, but damn just leave me alone for 5 minutes! I'm not his age or even close to his age so I can't and don't relate to him! So I am not gonna torture myself anymore by coming here!

Well I'm off to go to sleep! I love you loyals and I will see you awesome people next blog!








~Ciao~ <3

So it's been a couple days!

ok guys it's been a couple days and wow nothing has changed except for my insight and perspective. i haven't consumed any animal or animal products since Saturday and I feel AWESOME! I feel as if I have a little more insight into the Raw Vegan/Cooked Vegan lifestyle. I am enjoying this journey so far and I just know this is really going to stick this time. So my perspective has changed on who I wanna be. I don't want to be the person I had become in college, or the person that I was when I let someone dictate my life and bully me into dropping everyone, except for her. I have also gained perspective in that I want to help people. I want to be an influence for people around me and others I haven't met yet. I want to travel and change the way people think. I know that I can't go back to college because I can't become what I was again and I hated sitting through lectures and just repeating high school all over again. It's not for me. Now I know some of you are gonna say that I need college to get a respectable job and have any hope for a career, but I don't want that. Yes I need a job and I will get one, but some of the most successful people in the world today never went to college or even finished high school. It's not about what you know exactly, it's more about who you know and how you use who and a little of what you know to improve others' lives. I want to experience the world, it's about time that I take action. There is this 2014 Thailand Fruit Festival this July and I so want to go. All I need is a plane ticket and I can get a job after Spring Break then I could save up and go. Well I need a passport too, of course, it may take until July to do this, but I think it would be fun. There are places to stay there that range from free to $1000 a night. Of course I would try to stay as cheap as possible. It's July 1-15 and I think it's possible. I mean it is a unrealistic expectation to believe that I will actually go, but my new policy is to shoot for the sky and maybe end up among the stars.

So now time for something a little more serious. I just reread the messages that I had sent Warrior when everything blew up in my face. She set off so many truth bombs that I needed to hear and I didn't pay attention to what she was trying to tell me. I honestly can't believe I let the ex-roommate type all of those mean things. I let her, I owed it to Warrior to be a decent friend and a decent human being and I was neither. I read those messages and they don't even sound like me, yes I was pretty bad at cussing back then and I had changed a lot, but what she said sounded like her, not me. I am the biggest idiot in the world for letting that happen. Everything happens for a reason though, so maybe it was meant to happen. Maybe so I could finally be rid of the ex-roommate in a complete turn around away. Warrior and I had to end our friendship so that I could see the ex-roommate for who she really was and get her out of my life. I should have realized from the first moment that we shouldn't have been friends. You wanna know the first thing she said to me after Warrior visited me for the first time up at the college? She said that she did not like Warrior and a bunch of other nasty things I care not to repeat. There were so many signs that I just ignored, like the first time I cut class, or the first time I stayed up for literally 3 days straight. Soooooooooo... what I am doing right now is that I am looking through my Facebook and deleting all those pics of us and any picture of me that doesn't have good taste. I really let my cleavage hang all out there and that's not good since I have big bahoobies. I am disgusted with who I was. See The Bible says, and I am paraphrasing here to best of my ability, If you hang around wicked people you will soon learn their ways and become just like them. THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED! Now I am not trying to bash anybody here, ok I am not friends with the ex-roommate, nor do I talk to her, but that doesn't give me any right to judge her. I have judged Warrior unfairly though. I threw her to the side and for that I can never say sorry enough. I am sorry though, I hope we can friends again one day.


Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyways I hope you like this blog and if you do give it a thumbs up and leave any questions or comments in the section below and I will see you awesome people next blog!


~Ciao~ <3

it has been so loooooong!

ok so it has been quite a while since i have posted and i have so much to catch you up on! so i am still unemployed, and I am actually kinda liking not having a job, but i know i need one so i am going to continue looking. i am considering moving to Dallas and trying to find something here. the reason i say here is because i am visiting my dad for spring break which is how i have internet! ok so now here is the sugar! i am completely 100% vegan! yes that is right Unbroken is finally all vegan! now i know it sounds crazy, because no one in my family is going to be vegan, but i can't be a part of that cruelty anymore!

so i watched a video, actually a speech that Freelee the Banana Girl uploaded to her YouTube channel, now it is a speech form a while back, but it is still relevant to this very day! It made me cry, laugh, and angry at certain points. i recommend you watch this and then explore it even further, read into the vegan movement! try to do as much research as possible, and don't believe everything at first glance, research deeper and just keep going. So here is the video! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KE-Yb6MVl8c&list=UULwUd5KtYONsRJ3UAOojZ0w

GO WATCH THIS NOW!!! ok? Did you watch it? I know it's long, but it is worth it! soooooooooooooooooo i hope you like it because i love it! i just wish there was a love button because it deserves it!

yeah so Brock and i talked on Facebook today and he apologized for what happened btwn us but i was like no it's all my fault, but he is just the sweetest person. He is the best guy friend I have ever have. So we got to talking about how my life has been going and how I don't smoke that weed anymore and I am doing better. I am not in college and all that blah blah blah you guys already know! OMG guess what I did!? Ok so back when we had internet my ex-roommate would still try to talk to me and she tried to tell me what to do and was still putting me down and I just had had enough! So I unfriended her and another so called "friend" and I don't talk to them anymore. At first they were like Maggs where are you? what's going on? and they kept friend requesting, but now they have stopped and I am so glad because I do not want them or need them in my life anymore.
Ok so sorry I had to bring out the hatin for a second. Oh I almost forgot I don't listen to rap music as much anymore! Like maybe the old rap I listened to before college,like Eminem, Flo Rida, and you know people like that, but the hard core rap I was forced to listened to and then started to enjoy is out of my head now and I actually can't stand it again! So that's good right?

Ok so Brock tried to get me and Warrior talking again, but to no avail she was not online apparently. I told him not to force it and that she needs time to forget how crappy I was to her, but he was not gonna have it.
So I guess Warrior either forgot or just didn't even think about it, but she is still friends with my sister on Facebook so I now can see what she is up to. Which is really good because I had no idea, but she has a boyfriend now. I was like woah wait is it one of the past bfs? Because I know how hard it can be and we both have a habit of going back to boyfriends, so I was excited, but wary to hear about it. So I get on my sister's Facebook and checked him out and omg he is cute. I am def jealous. I hope she's happy. I also looked on her page a little and I saw a few pics of Maya, the puppy she bought, and she has gotten so big! She is over 6 months old now and is so beautiful, and really has grown so much. I wish I could see her and you know just start over. My mom doesn't want me to be friends with them ever again, but hey it's my life. Sorry this blog post is so long just bear with me. So I also saw some new pics of Warrior and she looks awesome. I believe that her hair is lighter now and I love it!

Ok so I hope that you enjoyed reading this blog and until next go vegan! I will see you awesome people next blog!

P.S. I'm thinking of starting a vlog channel, what you loyals think?


OK byeeee!



~Ciao~