I guess I'm just tired...

Hey guys! or should I say hey to the only person that reads this? hey Warrior! So how is everyone?
Me? I am in a rut! I was so happy and full of life today, but my energy is gone! I just want to sleep all day, cry, eat junk food, and waste away! I know none of that is good for me, though, so I won't do any of that! I do want to just scream though! I am just fed up with everything and everybody!!!! (Warrior this excludes you)!  
I can't take it anymore I am about to burst like a freshly squeezed pimple! Yes, I promised to put only good and positive on here, but right now it's too hard to think about that!
On a note I am not getting on Facebook, or this until Monday so I will see ya'll on Monday! Have a great rest of the week and weekend! Bye!




Ciao for now!

All The Way Up

so hey guys! a quick post! this song is by Emily Osment! I like it it's like the definition of part of me!songs define me more than words will ever be able too!
 so today is a great day! I started it off happy and still am like that even tho I feel sick to my stomach all of the sudden!
today's word of the day POWER! the verse is Psalm 139:4-5, the pic is at the bottom and the color of the day is BLACK!!! I am going back to my dark phase again!
I don't have much to say today just a quick HEY!!! today is so awesome tho!! just a few more days until I go shopping in DALLAS!!!!
as always have a great day!

 

 

 

 

CIAO!!!

To Infinity and BEYOND!!!

feelin goofy right now!!!! so here is my continuation!!!! so yeah I haven't had time to blog much, but I am now so what's up guys? missed everyone!! (you know the one person that reads this)!
anyways: what I said before about changing up my life, well I am! I will be going shopping on Saturday with Warrior and my sis and mom for new clothes! I am reinventing my look! I'll post pics soon! I recently asked my mom for a new SELF magazine! and I got the May issue! It rocks so far! and for those who don't know SELF or who don' read it I highly recommend it, b/c it is off the HOOK!!!!
I think it's finally time to focus on me and stop brushing away my problems for once. I mean yes it is important to help others and I still totally will, but I want to find who I am. I am thinking of applying to other colleges. (Warrior don't freak I am still going to College with you I promise!) I really want to see what else is out there for me!
So thanks for reading and if you have any questions or comments please post those in the section BELOW!!!!!
And as always have a blessed day and CIAO FOR NOW!!!

Love Me Again

ok today's song is by BTR, the word is infinity, the verse is John 3:30, the color is red and as usual the pic will be posted at the bottom! so i now  have internet access at home, and i haven't had time to post, sorry!
today's is short and sweet i am changing up my life now, more on this later bell will ring soon!!!

the one in the middle is the one that i currently posses!! it is the cancer ruby stone i love it!
Ciao! Until next time!

Gold

hey so today's will be short um... the song is by Britt Nicole, th ecolor is sparkly black, the word is acting, and the verse is Isaiah 58:11a. it's amazing, as usual! not much has happened other than i am a little sick right now. =( oh well! i got this cool email for a film academy workshop. so that's cool and i wil have to leave th post at this because the bell will be ringing shortly BYE!!!!!

CIAO!!!!

Werk

Omg it has been FOREVER.. since I have blogged! Sorry i have been so jammed up, issues pending... keeps me pretty busy!
=)
i am serious tho i have been so busy lately!
well an update from the last blog! i actually have so much to fill you in on!
prom rocked!!!! the monday befroe prom tho, i broke up with cherry garcia, that is my ex's name now!
prom however still rocked without him! i wore a long black dress. it was very simple and casual. when we got there i sat around until someone asked to take pics with me and then the senior walk was supposed to begin at 7, but someone tripped over the wires so the had to reboot the sound system. we waited inside for like EVER, then finally go to walk on red plastic carpet! it was enjoyable. then class photos were taken by the lovely ms. mullins! they were fun, but they wanted just a girl's photo and evey girl was included, except me. i mean i'm over it now, but then it hurt. oh well!
um after senior walk and pics we went inside and sat down for like ever again and then finally the junior class president came to present the prom to us along with our senior class president to thank her and to hand off the mic to someone else fo rthe blessing of the food. then we ate and it was off the HOOOOOK! after eating they had a slideshow and dancing and then announced the prom king and queen. bla blah blah! anyways i won a gift card to starbucks and then danced the cupid shuffle, cha cha slide, and with bc! it was fun! i went home at 10:00 p.m.
i visited TC last friday and met with michael cooper, cecila richardson, and the art techher i was informed and go to ride around in a golf cart! fun! the song for today is by Jasmine Villegas, the color is red, the word is FUN, and the verse is John 16:22! It's amazing!
This friday i and WARRIOR (there ya happy?)will be going to TC again to talk with michael cooper and then to STARBUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!
in such a good mood today! that's it for now! catch ya on the flip side!
here's the pic

CIAO

Not For A Moment (After All)

Good morning everyone! I haven't blogged in a few days so.. what have I missed? What's goin on?
Today is NO FEAR FRIDAY! K-LOVE has declared it that today! They are raising money to send to our troops over seas and those around the world! So if you are out there reading and can donate 20 or 40 dollars a month then please call: 1800-525-5683 now!
Ok so there has been testing the past few days so I could not blog much. Today's song is by Meridith Andrews. I love this message the song gives out.
The color is yellow, a light easter yellow to be specific. The word is FEARLESS! So everyone should be! I know that I am now! The verse of the day is Isaiah 12:3
i love that verse it's speaks to me! Sorry for not blogging lately.
So i have come to realize that maybe I should break up with the bou, but I am not sure. It will be after prom tho, I love the guy so much and I don't want to hurt him, I am happy, but I am starting to wonder why i even asked him out in the first place!
Who knows?
Hey those out there that read this why don't you comment on what you think I should do! Warrior this means you!
Well I gotta go, but i will try to blog more later see ya!
the pic is at the bottom as always!

Ciao

Whom Shall I Fear (God of Angel Armies)

HAY guys! sorry for not posting yesterday i was unable to. I'm back and have so much to fill u in on that this post will prolly be long. ok the song for today is by Chris Tomlin, color is red, word is humble, and the verse is Matthew 23:27 It is an amzing post and I love it! The pic will be at the bottom!
Ok so Thursday the school had an early release, but my mom signed my sister and I out a little after 11:00 a.m.  We went to the Orthodontist's office to get Laura's (my sis) braces looked at and a checkup as well. On the way back we went by Airbrush Tans to try on dresses in NB! I was so excited, but none of the dresses fit, they would not zip! There was this gorgeous red dress that I would have loved to have. Needless to say I cried the whole way home. Thursday night wasn't so great either, but everything's fine now. Friday was a day off from school and it was ok! I didn't do much over the weekend, except there was a lot of character building. I have come to realize that I have to make myself happy first and focus on God more. I no longer let people get me down and I fell pretty all over again!  Sunday was awesome as usual and I raised my moral standards again!
Other than that I am having the best day!
All of you have a blessed day and let's just remember that God will always be by our sides!

Ciao ya'll!